I'm a sad unemployed bunny

Ugh ugh ugh... I'm so disappointed I didn't get my Franco book. I checked other pages for his books and they're so much more expensive elsewhere.
I've tried not reading the poems people post on the net but I think I'll start reading them now since I might not get my book.
Yeah and I really need a job. If I can pay for the things myself things are alot easier.
I'm a sad unemployed bunny.

...and let the bullshit continue

...and let the bullshit continue.
Okay, I'm having troubles with my book order. Ughhhh...they're saying there's something wrong with the bank or something. I don't even know what to change in order to make it work. Maybe I'll ring some place tomorrow to sort it out. I also contacted Katriona, my former housemate in Ireland, and I'll get her to go to a bookstore for me and maybe they have the book for sale in Ireland. And maybe I'll get her to buy it for me and send it to me. :)

let the bullshit begin

Ugh...let the bullshit begin. There is some misunderstanding with my James' book order. Ughhhhhhh!!!
The upside is I had my very first sexy dream about Mr Franco this morning. Was super nice.

And the weather is ridiculously hot so I didn't go to town today.

Yes. This happened today.

Yes. This happened today. My dear mother paid for the thing. I didn't think I'd have to wait for it so long. I actually wanted other books by him but this was the cheapest so... Directing Herbert White it is. When I get a job and his poems are any good I'll buy the other books aswell. I just hope there won't be any bullshit with my order.

Yeah today was the worst fucking weather ever. Too hot and humid. And it's supposed to be even worse tomorrow. I don't think I'll be going to town tomorrow cause I don't wanna ride in this weather. I'll either get sun stroke or heat stroke. Blah...I'm ready for thunder, lightning and heavy rain tomorrow evening.

Oh no you didn't!?

I didn't get to dye my hair last weekend. Did it well, yesterday. This is the outcome:

I wanted to go lighter but whatever. Maybe next time.

Oh and I told my mother about meeting a nice guy. She told me to "take things slowly". And I was like "Well..." and she was like, "Oh no you didn't!?" and I was like, "Yes I did". She then shook her fist at me and warned me about falling pregnant.

Oh and we had people over tonight. Had a BBQ. Was quite nice. Nobody had a fight. Although I don't like how... handsy...my mother's man gets when he's drunk. With me like.