be more cultural

Heh...my mother is trying to be more cultural and has ordered these classical music CDs. :D
She hasn't listened to them yet but I'm planning to go through them all tomorrow. I already listened to the Vivaldi disc cause he's my man!

Ugh...so I'm at my mother's place and this weekend I have to weed. I'd so much rather mow the lawn. :(

Yeah...I think I'll watch a film now.

Oh and here's a selfie from today:

Also...having my little brother and his friend on my FB friend list is kinda...agonising. Their conversations are so pointless and ridiculous.

I'm so pathetic

Oh my god, I'm so pathetic! I keep dreaming of how I wanna shag Franco and yet I turn down a guy who would actually sleep with me. I will never ever even meet James, so I dunno what the fuck I'm doing not putting out to this perfectly normal and nice guy. Ughhhhhhh! I gotta meet up with him next week!

Yellow

Ahh...bleached my hair. It's sort of getting to the colour I want. Yeah a bunch of selfies to show it off and to just show off.

 The last pic is a fail :D I was about to take a photo and the sun shone right into my eyes, so it's not posed. I know my hair is yellow and blah blah blah but I wanna be blonde.
Yeah and here's what I did today:

Painted the shed door yellow. Like my hair :D

And Lembit finished our new DIY grill/oven thingy:

Whichs also seems to be yellow. Ha!

the happiest time of my life

I put my boots on the market.

Ahh...that was the only time I wore them. I think that time was the happiest time of my life. I loved living with Natasha and Suzy. Although that dress is freaking me out. When I was in madhouse, the last week, I wore that dress everyday.

Plus I found these two pics from the photoshoot I did for the acting agency thingy:

Gahhhh, I love my hair in these pics but the top was a wrong choice. Katriona gave it to me. I like it but it doesn't look good on me.

considerate

Okay, my mother and co want to be considerate of me and go to a lake close to our home tomorrow. But I cannot be in a car at all. I just can't be arsed to deal with my anxiety. I hope they'll go further so I can stay at home. I don't wanna swim that badly. Yehh.