Saturday, December 13, 2014
Thursday, December 11, 2014
it feels so good!
I'm back in town and it feels so good! I can stay up as late as I like and sleep as long as I want. Great!
TS10/12/2014
TS10/12/2014
Monday, December 08, 2014
a needle, a knife and pliers
Phew, looks like I'm not expecting. Took a test and it was negative. But still, where the hell are my periods!?
My jacket's zipper broke. I went into the doctor's office and asked a man waiting there to help me unzip my jacket. He used a needle, a knife and pliers to open it. Eventually he just ripped it apart. I needed to get my jacket off to show my chest to the doctor. I've had this weird pain in the right side of my chest. Apparently it's nerve inflammation. When I get the ache I have to take 1000mg of Paracetamol.
Yeah and I'm staying at my mother's til Thursday cause my dad might come and visit us on Wednesday.
My jacket's zipper broke. I went into the doctor's office and asked a man waiting there to help me unzip my jacket. He used a needle, a knife and pliers to open it. Eventually he just ripped it apart. I needed to get my jacket off to show my chest to the doctor. I've had this weird pain in the right side of my chest. Apparently it's nerve inflammation. When I get the ache I have to take 1000mg of Paracetamol.
Yeah and I'm staying at my mother's til Thursday cause my dad might come and visit us on Wednesday.
tell him anyway and demand alimony
Okay I'm back to weighing under 75kg. But! I still don't have my period. Will be going to the pharmacy tomorrow for my crazy pills. Will also buy a pregnancy test. Fuck! If I am pregnant I will want to tell my mother. Knowing her she will demand me to have an abortion. Ughhhhh!!!! Abortion is out of the question for me cause I'm extremely scared of pregnancy and giving birth. If I fell pregnant it's meant to be and I will have the baby. Even when the father is nowhere to be seen. I'll tell him anyway and demand alimony.
I hope the period is just late.
I hope the period is just late.
Sunday, December 07, 2014
so much weight so quickly
Okay where are my periods? I might be pregnant but don't think I am. I don't feel any different. Mother has told me that when she was pregnant with me she could tell when she was two weeks in. My unprotcted time was over a month ago. Yes I had periods after that but they were quite light.
I'm thinking the delay is caused by my weight gain. On saturday last week I weighed about 73kg and on sunday last week I weighed about 78kg. I have no idea how I gained so much weight so quickly but it's still all there. Ugh, I'm starting to worry about my looks.
I'm thinking the delay is caused by my weight gain. On saturday last week I weighed about 73kg and on sunday last week I weighed about 78kg. I have no idea how I gained so much weight so quickly but it's still all there. Ugh, I'm starting to worry about my looks.
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