was pretty lame

Well, the interview went well as far as anxiety goes. Other than that it was pretty lame.
Yeah and I want a cat so badly!

too scared to go to sleep

Ugh, I'm tired and sleepy but too scared to go to sleep cause when I wake up I have to go to my job interview. Ughhhhh!! Damn my anxiety!

Silver Goldsmith

Ahh, spent two weeks at my mother's. In town now. Applied for a dish washer position. Hope I don't chicken out when they actually call me back.
Oh and I had a picture of Hemmings open on my aptop and my mother saw it. She said he looked like my little brother's friend. That worries me. I hope it doesn't mean I'm attracted to the friend cause he's only 14 and is a very tiny boy. I randomly named a sim after him in my game,  but that was only cause I thought Silver Goldsmith sounds cool.
Anyway, have a psychologist appointment tomorrow. We'll be discussing my therapy plan. Argh, I hope I won't freak out.

still going strong

Well, my Hemmings obsession is still going strong. I hate it though... stalking his shit on Tumblr is a nightmare. You get these little girls posting their fanfics and fantasies. Ugh, so annoying. I know I say I wanna fuck people but like... I post it on my blog not spam the person's tag.

main squeeze

Huh, these past couple of days I've been into 5SOS. Especially Luke Hemmings. God, this kid is 18! What is happening to me? Plus he's blond and majorly tall. Franco is still my main squeeze though.