so sweet of her

Ah, I just love it when people know me. Like today I was supposed to go to the library to get a book for my brother. So I did. Took the book back to my mother's workplace so she could take it home. And for that "trouble" my mother had bought me a Kalev strawberry and biscuit chocolate and blue cheese. This is just so me!! But unfortunately for her I had just been to the shop before I went to her workplace and had bought myself the chocolate and two blue cheeses :D But it was so sweet of her!

was pretty lame

Well, the interview went well as far as anxiety goes. Other than that it was pretty lame.
Yeah and I want a cat so badly!

too scared to go to sleep

Ugh, I'm tired and sleepy but too scared to go to sleep cause when I wake up I have to go to my job interview. Ughhhhh!! Damn my anxiety!

Silver Goldsmith

Ahh, spent two weeks at my mother's. In town now. Applied for a dish washer position. Hope I don't chicken out when they actually call me back.
Oh and I had a picture of Hemmings open on my aptop and my mother saw it. She said he looked like my little brother's friend. That worries me. I hope it doesn't mean I'm attracted to the friend cause he's only 14 and is a very tiny boy. I randomly named a sim after him in my game,  but that was only cause I thought Silver Goldsmith sounds cool.
Anyway, have a psychologist appointment tomorrow. We'll be discussing my therapy plan. Argh, I hope I won't freak out.

still going strong

Well, my Hemmings obsession is still going strong. I hate it though... stalking his shit on Tumblr is a nightmare. You get these little girls posting their fanfics and fantasies. Ugh, so annoying. I know I say I wanna fuck people but like... I post it on my blog not spam the person's tag.