I really

Brother's listening to the radio in the room next to mine. I really should pick up that "habit" myself. I really need new music to listen to. I mostly skip to the next song with every song that comes on my player. Ugh... I really really want a song to obsess over.

I'm so lame

I'm so lame. The family's going on a roadtrip to Latvia tomorrow and all I'm happy about is that I get to sleep as long as I want. I'm not going cause of my anxiety. Obviously.
Mother said I'm missing out on all the fun. Luckily I don't feel like it myself. It's not like I'm missing out on spending time with the fam, been at my mother's place for about a month now.
Yeah and there's been some drama online about Ashton 5SOS and his gilrie. Makes me think I was really really lame when I bitched about the Ushkowitz chick. I can't help it... I will hate her for the rest of my life. Can't stand it when those little bitches are complaining about Ashton though. I'm such a lame two faced bitch :D

Super patriotic and shit, y'know

What the fuck!? I think I started my period. Waaay too early. That explains why I felt so sick a couple of days ago. On the day we built a new wall in the basement. Man... that was a busy day, especially for Lembit.
Then on sunday we went boating. Mostly mum and Lembit but I did get on myself too. I stayed on the shore for the most of the time. And I sat in Lembit's car!!! I haven't just sat in a car for soooo long. A couple of years I think. I felt like I could go cruising. :)
Yeah and a while ago it was jaanipäev. We hoisted a flag and everything. Super patriotic and shit, y'know.

water feels amazing

Ahhh, water feels amazing! Just got back from swimming. First time this summer. It was so warm and liberating. Wanna go again!

a bit inspiring

Just finished reading a book: Hey, Let's Make A Band by 5 Seconds Of Summer. Yeah it was pretty much saying the same thing over and over - the bands they liked and a lot of practice and shows. Got a bit inspiring at one point. But yeah, my musician days ended when I stopped having violin lessons. Maybe I'll pick it up one day again. Nowadays I'm starting to get into painting nails again. My nails are nice and long again, well except one thumb nail that broke off today. Anyway, my point is, I can't play the instrument with such long nails.
I'd give thye book 2,5/5.