Expect a fuckton of selfies now

So I've been evolving. I said I'd never get a smartphone but here I am. I wanted Nokia 515 but they didn't have it in the shop. So I asked for something with a good camera and below 10 euro a month after-payment. So I got LG Spirit 4GLTE. I spent about an hour at the shop, yay. Anxiety and shit you know. Then came home and had to go back cause I couldn't get my sims card in. But all is well now.
My camera broke and instead of a new camera I bought a phone. Expect a fuckton of selfies now...

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gotta get my slutty on

Oh man! I'm in town!!!! First time this year and after the holidays.didn't wanna take on the long bike ride but I managed to do it pretty easily. And I already bought all sorts of comfort food. Oh wel...

Plus, Ilme told me not leave again for almost two months because she needs me. Like wtf!? I pay the rent anyway so I can be whereever I wanna be. Plus she doesn't want me to have any men coming over. When I find a job I'm so moving out anway. I gotta get my slutty on!

Fuck!

Ugh. Why are men like this? Like, I get it, you like sex. A lot. But just because you like it doesn't mean you're good at it. And I hate it that men think they're responsible for women's orgasms. No you're fucking not!!! You do not control my body. I control my body! If my body feels like cumming, it'll cum. If not, then no. You, a man, can do absolutely nothing to my body! No matter how much you like sex or how good you think you are.
Yeah and just because you saw it in porn or have fantasies about certain sexual act doesn't mean you're capable of doing this shit to real women.
Plus, the free thing really pisses me off. Like, wow, a man is willing to give me free sex!!! Like it's so hard to find for a woman. Again, just because you like free sex doesn't mean women are gonna run for it.
Fuck!

fire day

Ugh, if the weather is normal tomorrow it'll be fire day. Fire day as in we're gonna make fire in the woods and burn twigs. I just hate it so much. Mostly cause I, for some reason, always get anxiety during it.

Yeah and all the snow has thawed and I hope february will be a snowless month and that we're done with winter for this season. Okay, that didn't make sense. For this time*

Yeah and I've been off Mirtazapine for a couple of months now. Haven't felt worse so that's good. Also been on a smaller doze of Olansapine and I think I can feel that. I'll try to keep it smaller for a while though. If it gets worse I'll take higher doze again. Oh and I've lost weight 3, 4 kilos. Yay! At my mum's I weigh about 75 kg (the scale in town shows less).

Yeah and I have some laptop problems. I hope system recovery/restore will fix it. Think I have to do a massive movie marathon to get all my films watched before I lose them.

I'd eat the shit out of them

So I had to fry meat for the family today. Plus mum made a cauliflower and potato dish. I'm not hungry but knowing these things are downstairs waiting to be eaten is killing me! I wanna go down and eat them. Too bad it's almost 12:30 am. If I was in town I'd eat the shit out of them but can't do that here cause Id get a bollocking from mum.