temporary

Ok, my mum either has dementia or someone is using her FB. Her account keeps sending me messages she doesn't know about. Just changed her password for her cause she wants to delete her account. Can't blame her.

Yeah and my withdrawal symptoms are in full swing. Can't sleep, still clenching my jaw, chewing my cuticles til it hurts and bleeds and have no appetite. Weight is going down though. Tbh, think I'd rather be a bit fuller and not have these symptoms but here's to hoping they're temporary.

You're The One That I Want

So sensual and sexual. New fave.

coming off of it

So it's been a few days since I went even lower on my Olansapiin dosage. Yeah my body has noticed it. I'm clenching my teeth/jaw so hard constantly. Like, noticeably. The brain is weird. Or the nervous system. Whatever makes me do it. I hope it's just a withdrawal symptom not a permanent weird damage thing. I didn't have that problem when I was fully on the pill, just now when coming off of it.

Oh and mum asked me today when I was going to her place. I told her in spring. For real :D I hate even going to work in this weather and road conditions to there, let alone take a 2 hour trip to mum's house.

the spice

Ugh. I hate spicy/hot food. Bought these chicken wings flavoured crisps, the flavour's good but the spice is the worst. Totally ruins the flavour by intensely burning my taste buds. Like, why would anyone ever like the hotness!? I like a good strong flavoured thing but spice is just useless. People who like spicy food are weird. And people who make spicy food should be banned from kitchens/any kinda food factories.

Gotta see my Matthew

Argh! I only have about three GBs left this month and I'm soooo into Criminal Minds. Think I will order 5 more gigs when I run out. Gotta see my Matthew. :)