Feel worse now

Okay I napped.
Feel worse now.

I think I'm sick again. Fuck! Tomorrow is theatre day!

That moment when...

... a painkiller gives you a headache.

Think it's my 4th headache in life. Have taken 750mg of paracetamol 4 times in two days time for the nerve pain in my right shoulder. I have never once in my life had a natural, no outside trigger headache in my life. Only from meds. And I'm greatful for my body for that. Now... I'll go and try to sleep off this med.

All for nothing

I'm sick. Wow.
All those damn veges and seeds. All for nothing.
I have muscle pains all over my body. Especially in my torso, back and front. My head feels horrible. I asked for one sick day too from work. Hopefully I won't need more and hopefully the illness won't get worse. I hear horror stories about colds and viruses this year. No thanks, I don't want a role in one of those stories.
I don't wanna do anything. I don't wanna be online, on my laptop, I don't wanna move, don't wanna sleep. I literally just wanna lie down and not do anything.
Plus my anxiety is acting up too with this illness as per usual.
Anyway... bottom line: don't eat vegetables, you fall ill.

herbal remedies

Best. Thing. Ever.
I said, "Oh yeah, herbal meds, "just breathe" and breathing, any meditation mumbo jumbo, "choose happiness", "be positive", "change your attitude"."

seeds

That moment when you chew your seeds so long your jaw starts to hurt.