Thursday, June 20, 2019

7th

Now there's 24 applicants and I'm on the 7th place. All people are taking the test though. Okay, motherfuckers. I gotta put my grammatically correct English thinking cap on for this test!

Inka

lol this is most likely the highest I will ever get on a list like this :D  And there's only 10 applicants so far and none of them have done the required test yet. Will see. The test is on the 10th of July. And I still need to take my final report card and the exam certificate to the uni too.
Okay, third time's the charm, right!? If you don't count the time I got into gardening too, I never confirmed that thing. I got in but didn't confirm I'd go there.

Monday, June 17, 2019

I'm right

Okay, if I'm right about my health right now and I kind of think I am, I kinda hope I am but also kinda scared that I am, then... fuck everybody!
I really think I had my eureka moment right now. I've been right about something like this before so...

Monday, June 10, 2019

it's the people

I just thought some extreme negative thoughts about somebody. And I agree with the thoughts but I also feel bad. I haven't even aired my thoughts to anyone. I guess why I feel so bad is how true my thoughts are and it's horrible I feel like this about other humans. You'd think it's humanly impossible to loathe someone this much. And the reality is that my feelings/thoughts are not the horribly negative ones, it's the people. I feel guilty about feeling so much hatred eventhough it's justified. And needed in all honesty.