So everything sucks ass right now

So everything sucks ass right now.
With English. I failed. I'm embarrassed for myself. Dumbass!

I did get into another school, kinda of a biology course but the internship thingy is not in Tartu and I cannot travel so I can't take that course. Plus the majority of the lectures will take place in that one single school building and it's too far from my house. I don't wanna move and it's too far to go to every day, maybe even several times a day.

Plus last night I thought I was gonna die. Then just discovered today that July 16th is the full moon. Ughhhh, I just can't escape the moon, goddamn! It kills me almost every single month. Ughhhh.

Wow, what hopeful times!

Oh my fucking god!
I might have found a lead to my itching and "sickness" since february this year.
Could be systemic candida.

The last time I blogged about this I felt like my iron medication was making me itch worse but it's cause iron always fucks with my gut. Oh my god! I hope it's true and I get rid of it! The "february sickness" and the itching too. It's officially the third year running now with the itching. Wow, what hopeful times!

Come on! Let me be right for once and get the right treatment! I don't wanna go another 20 years undiagnosed and untreated like I did with my anxiety and end up in a fucking black hole!

so soft and sweet

Wow. I just cooked liver on my own for the first time ever. I almost cried when I tasted my cooking.
It is the best liver I have ever tasted in my whole life! For real. Liver is so yummy. I never knew cause people don't cook it properly.
I just boiled it for a long time and just added salt and sugar. Best thing in the whole entire world!
It is so soft and sweet.

7th

Now there's 24 applicants and I'm on the 7th place. All people are taking the test though. Okay, motherfuckers. I gotta put my grammatically correct English thinking cap on for this test!

Inka

lol this is most likely the highest I will ever get on a list like this :D  And there's only 10 applicants so far and none of them have done the required test yet. Will see. The test is on the 10th of July. And I still need to take my final report card and the exam certificate to the uni too.
Okay, third time's the charm, right!? If you don't count the time I got into gardening too, I never confirmed that thing. I got in but didn't confirm I'd go there.