Friday, September 09, 2011
Thursday, September 08, 2011
I'm absolutely thrilled over the fact that I have been a student
Well, I'll always be a three day old biomdeical laboratory scientist.
Yep, quit my course. Too much pathology and too many organs.
Will go for hydrobiology, environment protection or biology next year.
But I'm absolutely thrilled over the fact that I have been a student.
Yep, quit my course. Too much pathology and too many organs.
Will go for hydrobiology, environment protection or biology next year.
But I'm absolutely thrilled over the fact that I have been a student.
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
college's been on for two days. And I've got a beautiful bruised and battered neck to show
So college's been on for two days. And I've got a beautiful bruised and battered neck to show.
Yeah, I know it's a form of self harm but whatever. It's been quite a ride, emotional and anxious.
Today was 8 hours long and I managed to stay at all of the lectures. Well, I fled once, said I was gonna go to toilet.
We had to do a bit of self introducing and I said never mind if I run out of the classroom all of a sudden, I'm only going to calm down cause I have bad anxiety.
I still don't have internet in my dorm room so...
I just got back to my mother's house. Man, it's so cozy and warm in here, I don't wanna go back to the dorm. I mean it would do if I didn't feel as strange and lonely in there. And the course sounds cool aswell if I didn't have my anxiety, it's very hard to concentrate on the lecture when my mind is preoccupied feeling weird feelings all over the body. Hence I've been self harming, pinching and scratching my neck, it's covered with bruises and scratches.
Had to ride in rain when coming back to mum's, hopefully I didn't catch a cold.
Yeah, I know it's a form of self harm but whatever. It's been quite a ride, emotional and anxious.
Today was 8 hours long and I managed to stay at all of the lectures. Well, I fled once, said I was gonna go to toilet.
We had to do a bit of self introducing and I said never mind if I run out of the classroom all of a sudden, I'm only going to calm down cause I have bad anxiety.
I still don't have internet in my dorm room so...
I just got back to my mother's house. Man, it's so cozy and warm in here, I don't wanna go back to the dorm. I mean it would do if I didn't feel as strange and lonely in there. And the course sounds cool aswell if I didn't have my anxiety, it's very hard to concentrate on the lecture when my mind is preoccupied feeling weird feelings all over the body. Hence I've been self harming, pinching and scratching my neck, it's covered with bruises and scratches.
Had to ride in rain when coming back to mum's, hopefully I didn't catch a cold.
Sunday, September 04, 2011
seen a lot of this kinda commotion in the garden
Okay, I've lost a followe. Bye and thanks for stopping by.
I've tried playing the violin but since I've been feeling slightly better I've stopped breaking my fingernails and it's hard to play.
Also seen a lot of this kinda commotion in the garden:
Gis a bite of that aaaaapplleeee!!!
Here's one more pic of me with the "mum haircut"
And two before pics:
I've tried playing the violin but since I've been feeling slightly better I've stopped breaking my fingernails and it's hard to play.
Also seen a lot of this kinda commotion in the garden:
Gis a bite of that aaaaapplleeee!!!
Here's one more pic of me with the "mum haircut"
And two before pics:
big fat head
Anxiety is sticking it's big fat head in my life at the minute.
Ughhhhh.... I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gotta be okay tomorrow.
Ughhhhh.... I SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gotta be okay tomorrow.
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