What to do? What to do? I haven't finishedmy course just yet and I don't know what to do when I do.
Today most likely will be the last day anything needs mowing so... I'll be doing fuck all again. I'd have stuff to do for the forum but I wanna take a proper break from it. Ugh.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
I kinda have themes but no context
Okay, I thought of taking part in writing contets. I haven't written since I don't know when. I kinda have themes but no context.
Friday, September 09, 2011
Thursday, September 08, 2011
I'm absolutely thrilled over the fact that I have been a student
Well, I'll always be a three day old biomdeical laboratory scientist.
Yep, quit my course. Too much pathology and too many organs.
Will go for hydrobiology, environment protection or biology next year.
But I'm absolutely thrilled over the fact that I have been a student.
Yep, quit my course. Too much pathology and too many organs.
Will go for hydrobiology, environment protection or biology next year.
But I'm absolutely thrilled over the fact that I have been a student.
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
college's been on for two days. And I've got a beautiful bruised and battered neck to show
So college's been on for two days. And I've got a beautiful bruised and battered neck to show.
Yeah, I know it's a form of self harm but whatever. It's been quite a ride, emotional and anxious.
Today was 8 hours long and I managed to stay at all of the lectures. Well, I fled once, said I was gonna go to toilet.
We had to do a bit of self introducing and I said never mind if I run out of the classroom all of a sudden, I'm only going to calm down cause I have bad anxiety.
I still don't have internet in my dorm room so...
I just got back to my mother's house. Man, it's so cozy and warm in here, I don't wanna go back to the dorm. I mean it would do if I didn't feel as strange and lonely in there. And the course sounds cool aswell if I didn't have my anxiety, it's very hard to concentrate on the lecture when my mind is preoccupied feeling weird feelings all over the body. Hence I've been self harming, pinching and scratching my neck, it's covered with bruises and scratches.
Had to ride in rain when coming back to mum's, hopefully I didn't catch a cold.
Yeah, I know it's a form of self harm but whatever. It's been quite a ride, emotional and anxious.
Today was 8 hours long and I managed to stay at all of the lectures. Well, I fled once, said I was gonna go to toilet.
We had to do a bit of self introducing and I said never mind if I run out of the classroom all of a sudden, I'm only going to calm down cause I have bad anxiety.
I still don't have internet in my dorm room so...
I just got back to my mother's house. Man, it's so cozy and warm in here, I don't wanna go back to the dorm. I mean it would do if I didn't feel as strange and lonely in there. And the course sounds cool aswell if I didn't have my anxiety, it's very hard to concentrate on the lecture when my mind is preoccupied feeling weird feelings all over the body. Hence I've been self harming, pinching and scratching my neck, it's covered with bruises and scratches.
Had to ride in rain when coming back to mum's, hopefully I didn't catch a cold.
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