without major anxiety

Today, so far, has been a great day. I managed to go to the shop without major anxiety. Woohoo. Think the girl I'm working with is a good influence on me. :) Plus, I will take a smaller dosage of Mirtazapin from here on out.

I drove a car!

I drove a car! Well, I was in charge of the pedals and my mother's man steered.

Glee Nationals review

Wow, what a long umber it was. Wasn't half bad.

Gahhhh, why is Lindsay Lohan everywhere she doesn't belong!?

Vocal Adrenalin's performance was so much better. And it ended. Wasn't the worst.

Glee Props review

I'm totally cool with Tina being forgotten cause nobody really wants to see the Sasquatch.

Well the song that Rachel sang was boring as hell. Luckily the lyrics were good.

Hahahahaaaaaa at the fit TINA COHEN CHANG had :D Ahahahaaaaa
God she is ugly when she has her angry face on!

Niiiice! Lea looks hot in this emo get-up.
Oh god what a boring version of the song Tina sang!

Ooooh, what's that?! A meaningful scene on Glee? Liked that Beaste said she was gonna love herself.

Damn, I had forgotten how good of a singer Mark Salling is.

All in all, it was a rather good episode and I didn't even cringe as much as I thought I would cause of the Sasquatch. She was a little likable.

Oh life

As Des'ree has sung-  "Sometimes living out your dreams, ain't as easy as it seems". How true!
I want to be independant and I am, almost. I want a gardening job and I have one. And they're both accompanied by anxiety. I wanna study at a university and I have all the chances, yet my anxiety won't let me. Okay maybe those things are quite big and important then... I wanna go shopping, there's the shop and I have anxiety about that too. I wanna go jogging, there's the road and I can't cause of my anxiety. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh, it's so annoying.

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