it's... mad

Wah, I so hope I'll get the place I'll be checking out tomorrow. I'm so anxious about moving. New place to get used to and a new shop to get used to. Plus I don't know what's gonna happen in september. Like whether I'll be looking for a new job or going to university. And how I will cope with all that. Scary. If I didn't have anxiety disorder it would be an anxious time but with the disorder it's... mad.

good fun and lovely

The father's family came to visit us yesterday. Was good fun and lovely. Unfortunately they didn't spend the night since my brother was ill and they thought it was better for him to be at home.
And I think I found a new place for me to live in. Hopefully I'll get it.

I love everybody and everything

Ahhh, I love everybody and everything at the minute. Eventhough my stomach is paining me.

peanut butter isn't real

:D hahahaa

Luckily, today I feel a little better but don't think I'll be going in tomorrow either.

Whiiiiiinneee!

Whiiiiiinneee! Why do I feel like shit!? I don't wanna feel sick. At all. I'm too scared to go outside in case I get really bad anxiety. Gah, I don't have a fever either so I dunno what kinda pill to take to feel better.

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