this nausea is killing me!

Blah, this nausea is killing me! Cannot wait til I get my hands on omeprazole.

And the mother's man just made me angry. Asked my mother what pharmacies they went to and she said they were all closed. And then he butts in and starts giving out to me about it and says there's no point in talking about pharmacies. And I said I was talking to my mother not him and that he should pipe down. Then he said if I wanna talk about pharmacies I should do so quietly. Who the fuck does he think he is telling me I cannot talk about pharmacies with my mother. He can go and fuck himself. Men suck dick.

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel so sick physically and now I have this mental/emotional stress.

*sad face*

*sad face*
Sigh... the major nausea is back. Think it's cause I went down on my dosages of antidepressants.
And I have no money to buy more pills. Mother won't give me any money either. Will have to borrow off someone outside the family.

Today, I wish to say fuck you

Today, I wish to say fuck you to the person who stole the batteries of my bike's lights.
I dunno where I'm gonna keep my bike now so that no one can vandalize it.
It kinda took me forever today to get to my mother's place so I had to bike in the dark and I had no lights to be noticable. A few bastards honked at me. I didn't think to check my lights before going on the road so...
Ughh....it's just so unfortunate.
Other than that, I got my first and possibly only holiday gift today. Off a girl from my forum, KristiinaT.

Sent off my present aswell. But it won't reach the girl before the holidays so...it kinda sucks. Oh well.

one big son of a bitch

In town today. Freezed my ass off when riding my bike. It was okay for most of the time but when I had to cross the bridge I froze. Am okay now.

Just watched Mystery Diagnosis. Ugh, isn't the human body one big son of a bitch when it's sick!? So, today I'd like to send out positive energy to all sick people, with rare and not so rear conditions. Also, I wish for everyone who doesn't know their diagnosis yet to learn about their condition quickly. It took me ten years to be diagnosed with anxiety disorder.

Be careful what you wish for

Oh yes! Seen the film quite a while ago but it stuck with me so I watched it again the other day. I must say, if I was to... do a film I'd do it exactly the same way as this was done. Tim Burton style is a bit over the top for me but this here is amazing.
And I really want to read the book by Neil Gaiman. I'll have a look if it is here, in Estonia, in libraries. If not I'll order the book online.
Recommending!