cover my ass

So I'm in talks with an 18 year old. For a one night stand. I said he's got to bring an ID with him so I can be a 100% sure he's 18 and not 17 or younger. :D He said it was humiliating. Well... I gotta cover my ass, don't wanna sleep with a minor.

Goddess, I'm so bored out of my mind

Goddess, I'm so bored out of my mind. Yesterday was sort of good though. Took valium drops and went to the shop, didn't get anxiety. I felt so super about it. When I went to the shop today, without the drops, I got anxiety. Felt so shitty because of it.
At my own place now, looking for a job. Next Tuesday I'll be going to town with a friend to hand out my CVs to places.
Might go to the bank tomorrow to get a code thingy. I want to buy a book online and have to pay with card and I'm missing a code of some sort. Yeah, the book is Coraline. I'll buy the one in English first.
Oh and I'm supposed to meet this guy tomorrow. He wanted to go out and play pool but eugh... the anxiety won't let me. Will see how the date goes then.

Happy New Year bitches!

So I'm spending the New Year's Eve alone. Thought the dogs would keep me company but they're pissing me off. They are totally missing the rest of the family cause they keep whimpering all the time. Ugh! So annoying!

Figure 8

So I was in a mood for some good songs. Searched for something nice for quite a while but didn't find anything.
Then! I thought maybe Miss Ellie Goulding has released something new and good. And she has! Plus, so conveniently it happens to be her birthday today. Happy days and years to come, missy!

this nausea is killing me!

Blah, this nausea is killing me! Cannot wait til I get my hands on omeprazole.

And the mother's man just made me angry. Asked my mother what pharmacies they went to and she said they were all closed. And then he butts in and starts giving out to me about it and says there's no point in talking about pharmacies. And I said I was talking to my mother not him and that he should pipe down. Then he said if I wanna talk about pharmacies I should do so quietly. Who the fuck does he think he is telling me I cannot talk about pharmacies with my mother. He can go and fuck himself. Men suck dick.

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel so sick physically and now I have this mental/emotional stress.