Tuesday, September 02, 2014

Monday, September 01, 2014

I really am I liar

Okay. I really am I liar.
Was supposed to have a job interview today but didn't go. Chickened out.
Told my mother it's on tomorrow. Argh, I'm gonna have to lie to her and make up random facts about the interview. I'm just expressing my discomfort about my mendacity now and am sorry that I have to lie. I just don't wanna disappoint her.

Sunday, August 31, 2014

I'm a liar

Ugh. Just got a bit of a bollocking from Ilme. She said I'm a liar. And that I have lied to her on several occasions. Yeah...I have not!
Thing is, I came to mother's place yesterday and told her I'd be back today, which isn't gonna happen. There was quite a bit of work to be done here at mother's so naturally I'm tired and don't have the strength to go back to town today. Told her I'm coming tomorrow. That is not fucking lying. I never know what I have to do when I'm at my mother's or how tired I will be. I didn't fucking promise Ilme that I'd definitely be back today, therefore I have never lied to her.
She's just so fucking paranoid about the water bill thingy. At the end of every month I have to write down the water indicator numbers... you know, the units that show how much water we've spent in that month. And you can send them in by the fifth of every month. So I dunno what the fuck her problem is. It's just that she doesn't get her way... there is no other reason. If she's so fucking worried noone's stopping her from doing it. The thing is that the water indicators are under the bathroom sink and she can't squat or bend down enough. Or that's what she says. I'm sure when I go to town tomorrow she'll be still pissed at me and will have done the water business.
Argh!!!!

Friday, August 29, 2014

I really don't wanna go back there

Well, I finally got around to it. I actually thought of writing sort of like memoires about my life in Ireland and my health through the years but...meh, just got the pics off my phone to tell a little story.


This one is taken a few days before I went to the madhouse. I'm at my dad's garden cottage. Still almost normal :D


This one is taken on my way to Tartu. Yeah, I went crazy and thought I'd get there on foot. Lol, seriously showing my crazy!
Yeah, I stayed in quite a few hospital rooms. Here's one of them:


Yeah, reading trashy journalism cause there was nothing else to do

My divine attire:


 

Oh and these pics are really rough:



I only had this shampoo for washing. For washing my hair, body and face. Yeah my face didn't like the shampoo hence the breakout and trolly look.

Oh man. I know I look skinny in those pics compared to now but I really couldn't eat a thing. I had so many  cookies and chocolates and fruits but yeah...it just wouldn't go down.




Then I took a bunch of pics of the nature around the hospital when I got the permission to go out. We normally stayed in this little garden:

Yeah, that's about it. :) I really don't wanna go back there.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

book a date without a date

Oh my god! What dream I had!? I had a dream I was hanging out with the Kardashians. Was talking to Kendall and Kylie about modelling. And then we went to buy a wedding dress for me. I said I have no man but I have the wedding date and Kim said it's so her style to book a date without a date. Fucking weird! I'm afraid to go to sleep! :D Don't wanna dream about that family.