baby bike

Aw, my baby bike broke down. The rear tyre broke when I was at Peruoja. Had to walk home from there. Have blisters on the soles of my feet now.Will go to the bike shop tomorrow to get a new tyre.

And then I had a little epiphany. Like, if I get a part time janitor position I can still go to uni. I only need about 150 euros a month. Oh man... I just need to retake my biology exam to get extra six points. Yeah it's not a big dream of mine, I just thought of it all of a udden one day.

Who told you to look at me grandpa!? Gross!

What the fuck!? Right I'm on this sexy online dating website... I've had a few men tell me I'm not attractive or whatever. And it's cool, I'm not particulary attractive anyway, I know but the way they say stuff. Like they sound so bitter. And it's always some old dude, in his forties or so. Their opinion matters even less to me. I'd be worried if my preferred demographic found me disgusting but these old hats... no.
Seriously, what the hell is wrong with these old men being so hateful about some younger chick?

a little walk

Wow wow! I just got in from a lone walk. I didn't just circle around my house, I actually walked on the street. I went to take out trash and it felt so fresh and brisk out so I thought I'd take a little walk. It was quite dark and I only saw two people. Ah... it felt amazing! I haven't walked outside by myself in years.

I love it here

Ahhh, I'm in town!!! I love it here. Ilme went to hospital cause her arteries were clogged or something like it and I'm home alone. Damn, why don't I have a man right now!? I don't want to call a randomer over.
I have been at my mother's too long and have forgotten how amazing it is in town. Just wish I had money, would go to McDonald's.

I'm happy

So for some reason I'm happy summer is over. I got really excited for the autumn season on TV. I don't even watch TV. I feel like it's a new era in my life. Maybe one where I have a job and can sort out my own money business. I would love some half assed job so that my mother would stop complaining about me not having a job. I'd need about 150 euros a month.
Ooh and I got my new ID card today. Will have to go to the bank some day aswell, cause my ATM card is invalid.
Ah yeah...that's about it. I got anxiety today in the ID office and shops but I'm happy. Yay!