No sex!

Ugh I loathe this type of attitude. It's the third time he's done it. Like, he only agrees to be in a relationship with me so he can get his leg over. For some reason he thinks that if I say yes to a relationship I'm gonna sleep with him straight away. Shit! I should play him! Tell him okay and then drag him along for a couple of months then dump his ass. No sex!

The beautiful blues

Oh man. When I don't live with my father, he's an excellent guy! The father's fam was over today to celebrate my birthday. Was super nice. And Tädi Iira gave me blue flowers!!! She remembered I liked them blue!

Fam

With dad

The beautiful blues

I feel so poorly

Oh shit. I'm officially properly ill. I thought I was feeling shitty cause I couldn't sleep well at night cause of the cough but yeah... have a fever and everything. Feeling kinda hungry but have no appetite.
Dad rang, was feeling too poorly to talk to him so didn't answer.
Yeah and it took all my strength to turn on my laptop. Maybe if I watch a film or something I'll feel better although I don't want any noise or visually challenging things around me at the moment.

Yesterday I had my third birthday celebration. Think next weekend my dad's family will come over.

Yeah... ouch I feel so poorly! *sad face*

Fuckface

Ugh, I loathe men like that. He doesn't deserve a response. Fuckface.

it hurts so bad

Ouch. Just boiled eggs and poured the water on myself. Now my lady parts, thighs and feet are aching. Have blisters and everything. :(
The birthday celebration was okay. Although I missed blue cheese and wine. We just ate cake (not the chocolate-banana cake I wanted but whatever) and did a little disco.

Okay I'm back to fanning my lady parts cause it hurts so bad!