Man, I like it!

Went to the dentist again. Man, I like it! It feels so good to know some part of your body is being fixed. I can't go again though cause I don't have the money. I have two tiny cavities and one big one. Ahh, I really need to find a job cause I wanna go to the dentist again. And buy a new laptop, although it'll be so difficult to say goodbye to my current/old one.

no fucking idea what was wrong with me

Oh god. Last night was horrible. I kept waking up with this weird over-sensitivity sensation in my head and skin. I had no fucking idea what was wrong with me. I took Valium cause I didn't know what else to take. I had no fever eventhough it felt like it. Then during the day I was mostly in bed, sleeping. In the evening I took a painkiller and it made me feel a little better. Now it's time to take an antipsychotic pill. I thought it was the thing that made me feel all weird. I dunno... we'll see after I take it if it makes me feel bad again.

*shivers*

So we've had snow and cold for about a week now. Shit, I hate it! I'm still at my mum's. And I have to make fire every day to keep warm. *shivers*
Yeah and yesterday I went to the dentist. Got one tooth pulled out. I got a bit of anxiety, not because I'm scared of the dentist but cause I have the anxiety disorder.
Alright so... I'm off to add some firewood...

fat face

Okay, I wanna cut my hair short. Why do I have such a fat face? A short haircut just wouldn't look good on me right now. Plus I wouldn't be able to sit in the hairdressers' chair cause of my anxiety. And I don't have the money either. lol
Good thing I guess is I've lost a few kilos.

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Bring on the floods already!

PMS is so annoying! Bring on the floods already!