Not the first time

Holy cow! I feltlike shit yesterday. Couldn't figure out why. Felt like I had a cold, anxiety, fever and just shit.
Found otu today it's supermoon time. Fuck how this stuff affect the body.
Not the first time either.
So anyone who says I make up stuff myself about it, I don't. I never knew it was full mood time. Oh well, I can be calm aout it now then. Wish I had known about it last night.

The dogs have calmed and are asleep

It happened again

Wtf!? It happened again. So I had a dream I took a pic of Matthew while he was out and he was unhappy about it cause I didn't kinda like ask for permission.

And then later on I had a dream I was riding Shemar again.

Why is that a thing when I have a thing for Matthew!? Ugh.

Also last night I listened to old Estonian pop music til 5am. No lie. It was good.

Go fuck yourself, abstract!

Fucking abstract was the word! Go fuck yourself, abstract!

can't think of this word

Fucking shit! I can't think of this word I wanna use in one place.