gonna take the plunge

Okay, gonna take the plunge I think. Going out to buy a menstrual cup. I mean I can't even get a tampon in.... But I don't trust those poisonous and dangerous blood suckers anyway.

quality and money

Just re-read my last post. Clearly written at 3am lol.

Also, I want a new job. Just to change it up a bit and I feel like I could do something better in terms of I guess quality and money.

Not the first time

Holy cow! I feltlike shit yesterday. Couldn't figure out why. Felt like I had a cold, anxiety, fever and just shit.
Found otu today it's supermoon time. Fuck how this stuff affect the body.
Not the first time either.
So anyone who says I make up stuff myself about it, I don't. I never knew it was full mood time. Oh well, I can be calm aout it now then. Wish I had known about it last night.

The dogs have calmed and are asleep

It happened again

Wtf!? It happened again. So I had a dream I took a pic of Matthew while he was out and he was unhappy about it cause I didn't kinda like ask for permission.

And then later on I had a dream I was riding Shemar again.

Why is that a thing when I have a thing for Matthew!? Ugh.

Also last night I listened to old Estonian pop music til 5am. No lie. It was good.