the damn thing I've had since february

Holy shit! My head is literally gonna pop off right now! It feels so incredibly bad! I don't give a shit anymore if it's a psych thing or Lyme disease, it just needs to end now!

For a while there I thought it was a psych thing cause escitalopram seemed to make it a little better but not that much. Plus I have this little cold too and it's driving me insane! But it's mostly the damn thing I've had since february.

You know a thing I hate?

You know a thing I hate?
I'll tell you a thing I hate.
Whenever I grab whichever pan at my mum's to fry something, the second every pan heats up this disgusting stench of fried onions oozes off the fucking thing!
You will never in a million, billion, trillion centuries smell this shit at my place, off of my pans!

freak out for a second

I had a proper freak out for a second just now.
I'm sitting here upstairs at my mum's house and all of a sudden I realise the fire is burning in the fire place. I was like how!??!?! I've been here all the time and no one lit the fire!!?!?!?!

I did it myself a little while ago and completely forgot about it. :D Fuck, I'm an idiot sometimes.

So decent

If I were a musical artist this is the compliment I'd love to receive!

just wait and do nothing

Hello. My brain is dying.

Don't feel like the antibiotics did much. Still, Termobronx is the only thing that I can feel do something.
Will call the doc on monday at my mum's place. Maybe it's Lyme, maybe not. I don't wanna just wait and do nothing.