be right all along

Yeah, I just realized I'm way too fat. I hate how I've left the gym thing til now. I'd hate to go in there and look like a resolutioner. I planned to lose weight way in august okay!? Just my health plummeted horribly first. And I'm only now starting to feel better. And I think this is as good as I'm ever gonna feel for now and for a long time from now too.
So I guess the concensus is it's either from low ferritin but most likely from some annoying allergy. So my GP seemed to be right all along.

Went to town with Hedi

Me: "Mis asjad need siin maas on?"
Hedi: "Käbid."
Me: "A, ma mõtlesin, et porgandid või viinerid."
Hedi: "Keegi viskab viinerid maha: "Kasvage!""

Me: "Lähme sealt maja tagant, tiigi äärest."
Hedi: "Sauna taga, tiigi ääres..."
Me: "Mida see Miku Manniga seal tegi?"
Hedi: "Mängisid. Konni püüdsid."
Me: "Ma ei mäletanud enam. Nii need kuulujutud tekivad."

Kell on kaksteist, I sleep

So my brother and his gf are in town for new year's again.

Mum and her man are in town too but visiting someone else. We all saw the fireworks. Was nice. There was too big of a crowd though so I was too scared to react to anything thinking I might get anxiety. It was okay. Was super nice to be in town with my whole mum's side of the family!

Just got back home with the brother and his girl. On our way back, some woman slipped and fell flat on the ground and the brother said, "Kell on kaksteist, I sleep". :D What a dumbass! :D

Pointless, useless

Yeah, rode my bike to my mum's house for the holidays.
Fucked up my head and body again.

Have constant headaches and pressure in ears. No physical strength. Buzzing, trembling legs. Mild nausea. What the hell is this!??! I still haven't recovered from the ride on tuesday.
This is insane! I have no clue which doc to go to.

The only thing that seemed to help right away was antibiotics in september. This is what made me feel a little better til tuesday. I'mso fucked I can't even believe it.
Have neurologist in january or february and I know they won't do anything about it.

Pointless, useless.

shirtless

lol you know when you're a woman and have boobs... yeah I can't relate.
If my top were to be naked I wouldn't be topless I'd be shirtless... just like a man.