Saturday, June 29, 2019

so soft and sweet

Wow. I just cooked liver on my own for the first time ever. I almost cried when I tasted my cooking.
It is the best liver I have ever tasted in my whole life! For real. Liver is so yummy. I never knew cause people don't cook it properly.
I just boiled it for a long time and just added salt and sugar. Best thing in the whole entire world!
It is so soft and sweet.

Thursday, June 20, 2019

7th

Now there's 24 applicants and I'm on the 7th place. All people are taking the test though. Okay, motherfuckers. I gotta put my grammatically correct English thinking cap on for this test!

Inka

lol this is most likely the highest I will ever get on a list like this :D  And there's only 10 applicants so far and none of them have done the required test yet. Will see. The test is on the 10th of July. And I still need to take my final report card and the exam certificate to the uni too.
Okay, third time's the charm, right!? If you don't count the time I got into gardening too, I never confirmed that thing. I got in but didn't confirm I'd go there.

Monday, June 17, 2019

I'm right

Okay, if I'm right about my health right now and I kind of think I am, I kinda hope I am but also kinda scared that I am, then... fuck everybody!
I really think I had my eureka moment right now. I've been right about something like this before so...

Monday, June 10, 2019

it's the people

I just thought some extreme negative thoughts about somebody. And I agree with the thoughts but I also feel bad. I haven't even aired my thoughts to anyone. I guess why I feel so bad is how true my thoughts are and it's horrible I feel like this about other humans. You'd think it's humanly impossible to loathe someone this much. And the reality is that my feelings/thoughts are not the horribly negative ones, it's the people. I feel guilty about feeling so much hatred eventhough it's justified. And needed in all honesty.

Saturday, June 08, 2019

Thursday, June 06, 2019

expelled!

So there was a little something something online that got me thinking of this dude I had a date with once.
The date was a disaster. But the real kicker came after the date. The idiot texted me "congrats, you passed all my tests". Siiiiiiiiiggghhhh.... My mission in life!
Yes I absolutely was there do make sure he liked me. My opnion doesn't matter, it was all about pleasing him. Seriously, dude!? You make it sound like it was some kind of an achievement for me. Like I fucking graduated with a fucking PhD from dating dumbasses!
The patronization! Did he really think I'd be flattered by this nonesense!? He absolutely failed the date for me and with that message on top he was expelled!

Wednesday, June 05, 2019

so amazed and impressed

Oh wow, I'm so amazed and impressed right now!
I love it how that nvidia shit's drivers break with every windows update. I love it when the nvidia geforce experience shit breaks every single time I download it. I love it how professional people have no clue how to put these systems together so they both work. Computer science shit is the best thing ever!
I feel so much love for everyone right now. All you lovelies are cordially invited to suck my dick!