I get into the flow of things...

Okay, I think I'm too used to being dependant on other people.
I want my own job and a place to live.
And I continue to think I never should have come back to my homecountry cause now I can't freaking travel!!!
And the town I live  in now is the smallest fucking town in the whole world.
There is absolutely nothing going on here, nowhere to go, no one to meet.

And I don't share this point of view with anyone who has it: at first you gotta do a job that you don't like and work your way up to the top.
Yeah, that is bullshit. I will not do a job that I hate. Ever again!
Cause it'll stressme out so much that I end up being more on sick leave than actually working.
So whatever it is I'll do next, it'll be something I like.
And it will be either in Viljandi or Tartu, I'm never moving to the capital, Tallinn.


I'm a bit nervous though, cause I dunno what my anxiety will be like once I start to work but I'm sure that once I get into the flow of things I'll be fine.

The Class

Plus, just watched Klass (The Class) Elu Pärast (Life After) last episode.
And it was good.
Dang, these new young actors are good.
Anyway, I love the way it ended.
My favourite episodes were the first one, sixth and the last one, seventh.
Super good stuff.

Klass
Meie, Ellujäänud 1/7
Ma Ei Sure Teie Kiuste 2/7
Kadunud Laste Varjud 3/7
Mina Ja Nemad 4/7
Trööst 5/7
Tingimisi Vabadusekaotus 6/7
Kohtumõistmine 7/7

Seriously, stop being a fucking idiot and park someplace else!!!!!!

Aargghh, stop revving your damn car!!!!
I swear, nobody gives a crap that you're stuck in snow.
You've been stuck at the same place before in puddles and mud.
Seriously, stop being a fucking idiot and park someplace else!!!!!!

I'm so Estonian.

Eating black pudding and sauerkraut.
I'm so Estonian.
Plus, posting on Sims forum for the first time in ages and reading my own blog entries.
I'm so interesting! LOL
Oh the good old time swhen I had pregnancy scare....

The downside of the holidays

The downside of the holidays - shops close too early.
Damn, should have learned from last year. Or the year before.
I think I even made a blog entry about it.
One of the previous years I forgot to buy food before the holidays and had to survive on gas station toast and pot noodles for a few days.
It's not as bad this year cause we have food but I really wanted something sweet from the shop and remembered they close early today.
Blah.