Itchy

Aargghhh, I'm going mad!!
I'm so itchy all over the body!
There's no hives or anything, just itchy skin.
Gah.
I think it's either the antidepressants or showering (too hot water drying the skin or the shower gel).
And my stepmother said it could be nerves.

Ahh, I hate it so much.
Everytime my skin has to stretch a bit it gets mad itchy.
Especially on my lower back.

Or maybe it's cause I've put on weight.

Whatever the cause it's driving me insane!

Magical strawberry jam

Well, it's very close to perfection when eating strawberries on a nice, hot sunny summer day, but it's downright magical eating fresh strawberry jam in winter.

I get into the flow of things...

Okay, I think I'm too used to being dependant on other people.
I want my own job and a place to live.
And I continue to think I never should have come back to my homecountry cause now I can't freaking travel!!!
And the town I live  in now is the smallest fucking town in the whole world.
There is absolutely nothing going on here, nowhere to go, no one to meet.

And I don't share this point of view with anyone who has it: at first you gotta do a job that you don't like and work your way up to the top.
Yeah, that is bullshit. I will not do a job that I hate. Ever again!
Cause it'll stressme out so much that I end up being more on sick leave than actually working.
So whatever it is I'll do next, it'll be something I like.
And it will be either in Viljandi or Tartu, I'm never moving to the capital, Tallinn.


I'm a bit nervous though, cause I dunno what my anxiety will be like once I start to work but I'm sure that once I get into the flow of things I'll be fine.

The Class

Plus, just watched Klass (The Class) Elu Pärast (Life After) last episode.
And it was good.
Dang, these new young actors are good.
Anyway, I love the way it ended.
My favourite episodes were the first one, sixth and the last one, seventh.
Super good stuff.

Klass
Meie, Ellujäänud 1/7
Ma Ei Sure Teie Kiuste 2/7
Kadunud Laste Varjud 3/7
Mina Ja Nemad 4/7
Trööst 5/7
Tingimisi Vabadusekaotus 6/7
Kohtumõistmine 7/7

Seriously, stop being a fucking idiot and park someplace else!!!!!!

Aargghh, stop revving your damn car!!!!
I swear, nobody gives a crap that you're stuck in snow.
You've been stuck at the same place before in puddles and mud.
Seriously, stop being a fucking idiot and park someplace else!!!!!!