Jesus, write about something else for the love of handicraft!

Okay, I'm not sure I'm really liking the Next Blog thingy on Blogger.
Like....every blog here is either about Jesus or handicraft.
If yous don't believe me, try it yourself.
I know I don't have the most interesting blog/life but Jesus, write about something else for the love of handicraft!

To moon with it!

Ugh...so we, me and my stepmum, figured it might be the moon that causes my anxiety.
I cannot remember January, but I know that in December and November I didn't feel my best around full moon time and this happened now, in February aswell.
Gah, I swear! To moon with it!
I don't like this kind of thing having an impact on me, especially that strong of an effect.

And I was hoping today would be a no internet kinda day cause I need to read my chemistry books and here I am... on the internet.
Okay, I will take a shower now and then read. I have got to do it!

Plus, I like it how friendly some girls are on my forum, the seem to get on so well. On the other hand, I wanna strangle the fucks who sign up to make fun of the girls' problems and post links to porn sites. Um...I think those people are actually boys. Like....hahahaa, you have a small dick and you're only just now starting to produce sperm, you pubertious fuck! Congratulations and happy diddling your tiny penis and hairless baby balls. You're not a man and you're not a bitch, you're just a shitty freak who no one likes or cares for.

Blame it on the McHale

Okay, I must say I don't like Kevin McHale singing about alcohol. He probably drinks like any other degenerate that is nowadays youth (or social bunnies or whatever they call themselves) but... I don't wanna hear about it.
It disgusts me. I loathe drinking, smoking, drug abuse.

Plus! I gotta start studying for my exams! Geography doesn't look as easy as I thought it would. Uh oh.

a lil weak and easily overwhelmed

Okay, I think I'm getting a bit freaked out. My Dad just told me that it said on the news that there had been a solar storm a few days ago. I know it might be just a coincidence but my anxiety kicked off only a few days ago. I have been taking the tranquilizer drops for three days and the solar storm took place on the 15th.
Ughhh, I don't like it when nature messes with my health like that. It better just be my crazy mind.
Or...like...my mind is fine, it's just the nervous system is a lil weak and easily overwhelmed.

Going back on Xanax.

Going back on Xanax.
As long as I'm not going back to hospital, I'm good.
The psychiatrist told me I can either take Xanax or take a higher dose of Mirtazapine.
If I took higher dose of that (half a tablet in the morning and a whole in the evening) I'd be sleeping all the time.
And I've had really really bad experience with Xanax before so I made sure the doctor would do a proper withdrawal on me. I dunno if I talked about it on my blog but once when I was going off Xanax I had about 4, 5 day long panic attack and it wasn't nice.