Super weird!!!

Okay, something weird has happened in my room at my mother's place.
On Monday I left the place and left a croissant on a table. Today, I came into my room and it was scattered all over the floor. If it had been the dogs they would have eaten the thing. And I doubt my brother would do it. When I let the dogs into my room today, the first thing they did was eat the croissant off the floor.
Then I had a bag of crisps on the floor, serving as a trash can. All of the trash had been taken out and crisps were all over the floor. The bag itself was standing up. Again, if it had been dogs, they would have eaten the crisps. And, again, don't think my brother would do it. Let alone my mother or her man. Super weird!!!

here we go

Oh here we go with the headaches again. Woke up with a headache this morning. Then it didn't pain me most of the day and it's starting again just now. Ugh. Just not a good start to the week.
I really shouldn't have come to town today. The roads were horrendous.
And now I have to shop for food again. Ugh ugh ugh, I live for weekends when I'm at my mother's place and don't have to shop. I really should help my mother out with the chores and all but I'm lazy.
Okay, I'm off to watch some sort of a film then take a painkiller and go to sleep. Oh and in the spirit of Monteith going to rehab I'm gonna lower my antidepressant dosage. Again. I can never quit.

What horrible news

Oh dear! Cory Monteith is in a rehab. What horrible news. Ugh, makes me think of my own situation. I so should be in hospital myself. I just don't wanna deal with my anxiety, so sick of it. Don't wanna waste any extra energy on it.
Yeah, I still cannot shop for food. I get major nausea and shaky legs when shopping. Ugghhhhhhhh....

Plus I found this song, soooo soothing:

edit: LOL, I stayed on my blog to listen to Sinead. Then went to kitchen. The old lady I'm living with asked me if I was listening to Ave Maria :D

some random homosexual parade doesn't do anymore harm than a world full of heterosex

So there's this gay marriage hullabaloo going on in my country.
My thoughts? ...Ehh... I don't even know. When I want to I can be very passionate about gay things. But for some reason I'm not at this moment. Probably because I think marriage is stupid even between heterosexuals. Seriously, why would anyone wanna get married? What good has your country done to you that you feel you have to "prove" to the country that you can make babies, "love" and be able to pay a mortgage!? It seems extremely old fashioned, narrow minded and stupid to me.
Hmm... I just got a feeling I have blogged about it before.
Anyways, let's say I support marriage. Well, then I don't care who gets married. Actually now that I think of it, I'll support (gay) marriage when they legalize trial marriage like in Wicca. That can be between a man and a woman so I don't see a reason why it cannot be legit.

Oh and it bothers me when people say gay people shouldn't have parades and shit. Oh dear lordess! How much heterosexual shit is there in everyone's life!? The world is so overly (hetero) sexual it's disgusting! The media is all about (hetero) sex. So some random homosexual parade doesn't do anymore harm than a world full of heterosex.
My two cents on the subject.

edit: I also don't understand it when people say homosexuals shouldn't be able to adopt children cause they would get picked on. I doubt it would be the homosexual parents picking on their child, it would be the intolerant people and their children doing it.

where does that leave me?

Ugghhhh, I really need new friends. And I hate to think I can find them only when I go out drinking or to a church party. Where are all the normal people!? I'm not ready to start a family just yet so.... where does that leave me? I want normal single girls. Someone I can get together with, go shopping with or just hang out without them rushing off to do their baby stuff. Argh!


Gotta have something positive in this entry so here ya go:

Yummmmm!