it's been pretty dead

Okay, today I was supposed to have my job interview but last night I gave into my anxiety and decided not to go. I haven't told my mother yet so I'm worried about that.
Ugh! Luckily the weather has been warmer so I might be able to go to my mother's place, Melliste, this weekend. I'd like to go there already on Thursday. We'll see.
Yeah and I'm feeling all poo poo at the minute. Think it's cause I might start my period tomorrow.

Oh and on my forum we started this new thing, film club. We also have a book club but I obviously won't be taking part in that. Hmm...maybe I should. Have to renew my library card, it had expired the last time I went to the library.
Anyway, back to film club.
The first film we watched was Triple Dog.

I gave it 7,5 out of ten. Brittany Robertson is hot. Although her character is majorly annoying. And I didn't undertsand as to why she would play the game again when she was still upset and feeling regret about playing it before what with the girl drowning and all. Yeah I thought I'd write the reviews on my blog aswell cause you never know when the forum will be over since it's been pretty dead lately. Anyways...yeah...I'm off.

gonna have long days

Mhh...I'm so stressed about the job interview on Monday. I went to my mother's workplace today to get some money off her and told her I have it. Luckily she didn't say anything. I haven't told Ilme about it yet and won't.
Ughhh, I'm just so paranoid. About the fact that I might actually get the job. It's gonna be such a huge adjustment and it's gonna take forever to get used to. I'm gonna have long days of feeling nauseous and like I'm gonna pass out.

not gonna tell anyone

Huh....have a job interview on Monday. Scary stuff. I'm not gonna tell anyone til I've had it. And if I get the job I won't tell my mother til I've worked for at least a week.

Being old sucks

Being old sucks. My apartment owner is an old lady, Ilme. She has told me so many times that someone she knows had died.
And my mother has told me that you know you're old when you start looking for people you know in them...um...death notes (yeah, can't remember the proper word for it at the moment) in the paper.
Luckily for me, I don't know that many people.

Should be fun. Hopefully.

Okay... looks like I'm gonna take someone's virginity this week. :D Should be fun. Hopefully. I'm not the best person for that kinda thing though cause I'm not very accommodating.