too heavy and serious

Watched Never Let Me go yesterday. Yeah I don't like Keira Knightley. (I also don't like Zooey Deschanel, Jennifer Garner, Rachel McAdams and Emmy Rossum). And I cannot take films seriously when the people speak British english. I guess I'm too used to Hollywood stuff.
I definitely wouldn't watch it again since it's too heavy and serious. And a bit confusing. I didn't understand who the Originals were.

Yeah and I had this very lovey dovey dream about Jonathan. Ahhh..if only it were reality!


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I lied

Mh, okay I lied to my mother. Told her I went to the interview. Actually, before I decided not to go I thought of going there with my mother. And today she said she would have loved to have gone with me. Damn, maybe I would have been able to go then. Ugh!

it's been pretty dead

Okay, today I was supposed to have my job interview but last night I gave into my anxiety and decided not to go. I haven't told my mother yet so I'm worried about that.
Ugh! Luckily the weather has been warmer so I might be able to go to my mother's place, Melliste, this weekend. I'd like to go there already on Thursday. We'll see.
Yeah and I'm feeling all poo poo at the minute. Think it's cause I might start my period tomorrow.

Oh and on my forum we started this new thing, film club. We also have a book club but I obviously won't be taking part in that. Hmm...maybe I should. Have to renew my library card, it had expired the last time I went to the library.
Anyway, back to film club.
The first film we watched was Triple Dog.

I gave it 7,5 out of ten. Brittany Robertson is hot. Although her character is majorly annoying. And I didn't undertsand as to why she would play the game again when she was still upset and feeling regret about playing it before what with the girl drowning and all. Yeah I thought I'd write the reviews on my blog aswell cause you never know when the forum will be over since it's been pretty dead lately. Anyways...yeah...I'm off.

gonna have long days

Mhh...I'm so stressed about the job interview on Monday. I went to my mother's workplace today to get some money off her and told her I have it. Luckily she didn't say anything. I haven't told Ilme about it yet and won't.
Ughhh, I'm just so paranoid. About the fact that I might actually get the job. It's gonna be such a huge adjustment and it's gonna take forever to get used to. I'm gonna have long days of feeling nauseous and like I'm gonna pass out.

not gonna tell anyone

Huh....have a job interview on Monday. Scary stuff. I'm not gonna tell anyone til I've had it. And if I get the job I won't tell my mother til I've worked for at least a week.