credit is given

Wow. I dunno what is going on today but I'm tireless. I never got tired when riding to Tartu from my mother's place. On friday, when I went there, I was literally dying, so tired. I don't know if it's my bike or my body but credit is given. Well done, body-bike combo! Oh and I even managed to ride down to my mother's work place today. Super! Wish I had this much energy every day.

Talk about sugar rush

Okay, my brother is eating caramel ice cream with hot cocoa. Talk about sugar rush.

most amazing dish

Mmm... today I had the most amazing dish:

I knew about it before but never tried. It's champignons filled with blue cheese. Yum! Will try it again. It's sort of a bit expensive but if not before then I'll have it on my birthday.

Sorry fly

Yeah I just killed that annoying fly. Sorry fly. I so randomly killed it with the back of my hand, finger to be precise.

half confident

I felt half confident today and it made me happy. I haven't been to the big shop, Rimi, across the road from my house in about 7 months. I had Ilme buy me food cause I got really bad anxiety when in shop cause it's too big. Big open spaces scare me. Anyway, today I went to Rimi all by myself. I only bought an ice tea so I was in and out real quick but still. It gave me such confidence and happiness. :)

Oh and I don't think I started my periods again, it's just heavy spotting. Weird anyway... to be a woman!

Ughh...and I hate it how it's gone all warm out and all sorts of insects are flying about. Have this annoying fly flying around the lamp in my room, which happens to be right behind my head.

Oh and this dude who half raped me a couple of years ago or so wanted to hang out and have sex with me again. Never!