get a kick out of

Oh god. I haven't been this tired in ages. I pretty much started mowing the lawn as soon as I got my mother's place. My legs were all sore and shit and I got anxiety from being too tired. Had to take Valium drops. More lawn mowing..today..when I wake up in the morning.
Will go to bed now and watch a film before I fall asleep.
And I'll try to get my mother to buy me a book off the net tomorrow. I want James Franco's Directing Herbert White. Hopefully she agrees. I really want to read James' work. I've downloaded a bunch of his films but I haven't been bothered to watch them. I've also downloaded other films but I've been too lazy to watch those aswell. I just get a kick out of downloading them. Plus the other day I got a message from my internet provider saying I get 60 GBs this month for the price of 30 GBs. I will never use it up unless I download films.

Blue

Got these from a lad who I've been meaning to meet for months. We finally did today. Poor thing was so nervous. But he was very cute. :) He remembered I like blue flowers!

new mattresses

Oh I forgot, I got new mattresses for my bed...er...yesterday.
Was gonna have a lad over to test them but as always....we had to postpone it.

Yeah and I found this pale fat mug on my computer :)

Mother goes to China

Fuck. I'm jealous. My mother will be going to China in October. It's a work trip but still. She'll stay there for a week.

Nice

Just had my father and my stepmum over. Was nice. Plus they bought be yummy stuff and gave me a bit of money. Then my stepmother told me my anxiety could be a sequela of the depression I had. Meaning it will never go away. Nice.