fever and shit

Ouch. Just got stung by a hornet. Hopefully I won't get a fever and shit.

Yeah yeah yeah, I know I have stretch marks and a fat ass etc...

I win!

Phew, I think I survived my new pill. Took it about two hours ago. I don't think I had any side effects, just anxiety about them.

Yeah, received this letter on this dating website:

It's not like I haven't heard it before.
But anyway...have a guy coming over tonight. He seems to like me and he fills my criteria. :) I win!

Duloxetine

Huhhh, I'm a bit nervous. Talked to my shrink and we decided to try out this new pill - Duloxetine. I hope it won't have any horrible side effects. Will take it in the morning... well, that's when I'm supposed to take it. But I'll wake up in the evening so... Ughh... nervous.

crazy person going for a walk

Went for a walk with my mother on Monday evening. This is the result of a crazy person going for a walk:

Never mind my blue underwear... yeah I've got a bruise on my thigh from pinching myself to get my mind off anxiety. Ugh, I just don't understand my body. Like when I went mushrooming with mum, everything was okay and we went waaaaayy further away from home. And then on Monday we went for a little walk to the "birch trees" and I got anxiety. Just don't get it.

Spinnin' Around

Omg, I wanna learn this! :D I know the song is for kids but it's so happy and uptempo and puts me in such a good mood. Have liked it for years.