Did the deed

Talked to Ilme about me having sex. Apparently I cannot sleep around but one guy is okay. Had Aksel over. Did the deed. Everything's cool with Ilme and Aksel.

I sent out some CVs just now. Hopefully will get a little job.

I'm all about abbreviations

Hung out with the fam tonight, minus the bro. We played songs off YouTube and sang and danced a bit.

A really flattering pic of me but... whatevs. Yeah I'm all about abbreviations in this post. :D
Looks like things between me and Aksel are finally over now. Will see.

Will see how that goes

Ha! Ilme wants me to move out. Fine by me. She said I can stay til summer but I doubt I'll do that. Already send some emails for places. Will see how that goes.
I dunno what kind of a person can live with her. Maybe an old woman like herself. Every young woman is interested in sex.

So.... life sucks

So.... life sucks.
Got a bollocking from Ilme for sleeping with a guy. She said I cannot do it cause I have new mattresses on my bed. Fuck, I'd fuck on the floor. But she just says no sex in the appartment. So I'm looking for a new place now. Ughhhhhh...
Plus I think I still have feelings for Aksel. And I cannot have him.
Life sucks so hard!

no water in the well

Last snowless winter and dry summer have caught up with us. We have no water in the well.
Thank god I don't live at my mother's place.
Although, my mother said today that if I don't get a job there's no point of me living in town. I really don't wanna move up here cause in town I have a bit of a life, with men at least.