What a traitor!

Think it was last Friday when I was chilling with my mother in her bedroom. The TV was on. Some Lana Del Rey song came on. Mother had almost drifted off but woke up to listen to the song. She said it sounds like "her kind of music". What a traitor!  :D
I then left the room saying I don't wanna listen to some chick who's canoodling with my crush.

adopt

Ugh...why is my health the way it is? And why is my life the way it is? I so wanna adopt a cat and most imprtantly, a child. I wish I had my own place for them. I don't necessarily need a man for the child but I'd definitely need health and money.
Ugh.
I just read up about adopting a kid and I so wanna do it. I'm so glad my brother is adopted and that I was introduced to adopting. It's the best thing ever! I so hope more people will discover the wonders of adopting a child.

cold and snowy

Ugh. Complaining ahead!
Why is it almost winter? I really cannot wait til spring. I don't want the cold and snowy weather. Like, I wanna go for a bike ride but it's too cold and dark outside. *whine*

Half an hour left

Half an hour left and then I'll be 29. Won't be going back to town tomorrow cause my bike broke again. One of the tyres again. Ughhhh, I just got a new one and now it's broken. So annoying. But at least I get to spend my birthday with the family. I was woken today by mum and Lembit. He gave me a kiss :D
Oh and I got two Puls cherry beers and a chocolate.
And Heli and Jaan came over. Gave me hand and body lotion, a chocolate and a flower as gifts.

knock me down and trample all over me

Ugh, I'm torn.
So I had the test day at the farm. The baby cows were cute. Three were born on the day I worked. I think I could handle the feeding the calves. The thing I'd have problems with are cows and milking. I'm scared of cows... I just think they'll knock me down and trample all over me. But this is not why I don't want the job. I'm just terrified of responsibility. If I fail at the job it is not just a personal failure, the poor cows and calves suffer cause of me and I cannot let that happen. Plus I'd feel a little bad about the bosses who hire me. Yeah, I already called them and said I didn't want the position. I actually hope they'll ring me and ask me to try again. As I said, I'm torn, dunno what to do about the position. If they do ring me it'll be a sure sign that I'm supposed to work there.