I have no fucking clue what is going on

So I have this fuckin'-ass diarrhea going on. Started at 7:30 in the morning. Who has diarrhea at that time!? I was sleeping and was woken by sharp pains in my abdomen. Super weird. I don't have a fever or feel poorly. I have no fucking clue what is going on. Could be the dried fish I had yesterday or the flu.

I'm insatiable

Haven't been here for a while. Yeah, blogging gets sidetracked when life is sort of good. And here I am, ranting again.
Yeah I've been off Mirtazapin for about a week now and my appetite is out of control!!! I'm insatiable. I feel constantly hungry, I could eat nonstop. So annoying. Like... I thought my appetite would plummet to nothing but ya... Ugh, I don't care about my looks but I just cannot afford to eat this much.

the hassle of the hustle bustle

5SOS are coming to Estonia!!! This is my only chance to see those lads in the flesh but they're only doing a show in Tallinn. Yeah I cannot get there in any way.
Like it would even be hard if I had to go to a massive gig like that but imagine going to another end of the country and staying in a strange hotel, plus the hassle of the hustle bustle of the concert. Yeah no can do.

my own baby

Oh dear. They wanna legalize surrogacy in Estonia. Yaaaaaaay! I really really really hope they do cause then, if I have the money, I can have my own baby too.

So beautiful.... just beautiful

This song is the bomb! So beautiful.... just beautiful. His voice....

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