I'm officially fat!

Yeah bitches!
Just weighed myself - 59,4 kilos.
I'm officially fat!

Oh and about the Top Model shows or any other audition like the ones on the show - ugh, I hate it when people are like, "Oh I'm so fabulous and I want it more than anyone else and blah blah".
I know they gotta sell theselves but... ugh.

be miserable for the day and work on my forum all alone

Huh, so this morning had a bit of a weird start of the day.
Everyone in the family went to Tartu without telling me or even asking me to go along.
I wouldn't have gone anyway cause I cannot travel but it was super weird.
And I sooooo want to go to Tartu!
I haven't been there for like four years.
And about 4 months since I came back to Estonia.
Mmhhh... and on Tuesday I have to and see some woman in another town and this time I cannot go with my father, I actually have to go there alone by bus or train.
I will be freaking out!
I loathe travelling and it gives me such bad panick attacks.
Oh that reminds me I still didn't receive my important paper from my old workplace.
Get bent, fucks!

Yeah.. so I'm just gonna... be miserable for the day and work on my forum all alone.

Do you get nightmares or have nice dreams?

Oh and in relation to my blog entry Let The Illegality Commense - the relative who came to visit us, he brought a disk that has Avatar on it with him.
Yeah, it's a pretty good film.

Oh and my little brother will come and visit me next Thursday!
Yay!
He asked me what sleeping is like at my place.
He said, "Do you get nightmares or have nice dreams?"
What a boy, huh?
Mind!

He is soo amazing!
Like, he calms me down when I get a bit panicky cause of my phobias.
He says that things aren't ever really bad. He says that things are always natural.

he didn't and I caused a scene

Woop! I have internet on my laptop!
My mother sent me a bit of money...to my dad's account.
And I asked my father to buy the old... wi-fi router thing.
Well, he didn't and I caused a scene.
He then agreed to call the man over who sets up all sorts of internet and computer business.
And voila! I have internet on my laptop!

Yeah...and I've been feeling really sick.
Think it's a stomach bug or something.

Estonian people are pure evil. Period.

I've been feeling like poop for the last few days.
Kind of sick and tired.

One of my relatives will be staying with us for a few days.
I'm not sure I've seen him before :D

And hopefully my little brother will come over to my dad's place on his school holiday.
I really want to hang out with him cause he's such a tormented little soul.
Estonian people are pure evil. Period.
It's unreal how intolerant those bitches are.
Seriously, my brother is not a healthy little kid.
He has problems but there is no way grown ups are allowed or justified to blame him of such horrible things.
And it's not just me saying it.

The woman I flew to Estonia with, the last time I did it, her son has Asperger's or hyperactivity or something along those lines and people are just giving out to him.

You cannot do it!

Like if a child is unable to walk you're not going to give out to him and be like, "Fucking walk! Will ya!?"
Or be like, "Right, he cannot walk, he is sick - that means he's an idiot and a perv."

Right, off to clean the room for the arrival of my relative.