Card Of The Day - Eireen (jumping, upside down)

Well, there's nothing like an upside down card jumping at you! How wonderful is it that a piece of paper cannot wait til the cards are dealt and has to jump out ot deliver the bad message? Well, looks like i really need to get down to business with peace-enhancing activities. Yeah, the bike ride today was not so peaceful cause there were many times when I almost fell over cause the roads are so slippery. Ughh...I don't know of any peaceful activities! Eh....what?! What. Am. I. Supposed. To. Do?

Oh and it's my brother's birthday today. Don't have any credit on my phone so I'll send him an e-mail.

Card Of The Day - Ostara and Ixchel

So since my brother was visiting me I kinda didn't have time to do cards. Anyway, here are my cards for today:
Ostara, the first one. Okay I gotta say when talking about fertility I very much think of pregnancy and shit. And this card indicates it but I think we're looking at something else here. It says my desire will fulfill in springtime which hopefully indicates my exams will go well and I will get into some good university.
If it doesn't mean that then it might mean a new idea is a very good investment or it's a good time to start something new and make changes. This made me think of riding the bike which I've been doing for two days now...so....
Another thing may be that "I will be involved with a successful child business". It might mean that my brother coming over meant our relationship got stronger which would be quite obvious.
Well, since it might mean so many things I thought it is necessary to pull another card, especially cause ostara might also mean a resurrection of the old. That made me worry cause I've had bad anxiety recently and I haven't been able tpo eat properly, very much like during the summer before and during the hospital. Ugh...and well....unfortunately the next card that was supposed to give some explanation is health related - Ixchel.
Man....back when I lived in Ireland and was very very depressed I constantly got this card. Sometimes several times in a row. I kinda used to think of it as a protecting goddess or card. Like when I did the energy cleansing course, Ixchel would always be on my mind. Not that I particulary believe in any gods or spirits but I take it as a symbol of a feeling/situation/etc. The card says either I'm being healed or should start a healing process. I really really hope it doesn't mean I have to go to hospital.

All this makes me think of the card I got a while back that said I was gonna be very sensitive and shit. I guess if you overthink and analyze it it kinda came true. And I guess the Earth card was thrown in there cause of Japan.

just put my foot in my mouth

Hhahahahaaaa...just put my foot in my mouth.
The wallpaper in my brothers room has planets and spaceships on it and they glow in the dark.
I just found and said, "Ma ei teadnud, et need pimendavad helendas", meaning "I didn't know they darken in the glow".
Whatever....think I rode my bike for too long today. :D

mp3 bike

Okay, today has been a little better. Or yesterday so.
Me and the brother went riding bikes. Yeah, it's not easy in the snow but we did it anyway.
Was fun.
The embarrassing thing was though that I couldn't remember what the bike was called that my brother was riding. I just called it a "trick bike". Later on when the brother talked about it, he called it bmx.
I was so glad I had called the bike a "trick bike" cause I could remember it had like three letters in the name but I thought it was called an "mp3". :D I swear. Not hip at all!

The sound of a firing machine gun

I seriously dislike shooting games. The sound of a firing machine gun annoys me! Both of my brothers are fond of those horrible computer games where some eejit runs around and kills people. So fun, like!
I just told my brother off for playing that horrible game and to turn down the volume. He said he didn't wanna play any "women's games". And I said those shooting games are not for men, they're for idiots.