So since my brother was visiting me I kinda didn't have time to do cards. Anyway, here are my cards for today:
Ostara, the first one. Okay I gotta say when talking about fertility I very much think of pregnancy and shit. And this card indicates it but I think we're looking at something else here. It says my desire will fulfill in springtime which hopefully indicates my exams will go well and I will get into some good university.
If it doesn't mean that then it might mean a new idea is a very good investment or it's a good time to start something new and make changes. This made me think of riding the bike which I've been doing for two days now...so....
Another thing may be that "I will be involved with a successful child business". It might mean that my brother coming over meant our relationship got stronger which would be quite obvious.
Well, since it might mean so many things I thought it is necessary to pull another card, especially cause ostara might also mean a resurrection of the old. That made me worry cause I've had bad anxiety recently and I haven't been able tpo eat properly, very much like during the summer before and during the hospital. Ugh...and well....unfortunately the next card that was supposed to give some explanation is health related - Ixchel.
Man....back when I lived in Ireland and was very very depressed I constantly got this card. Sometimes several times in a row. I kinda used to think of it as a protecting goddess or card. Like when I did the energy cleansing course, Ixchel would always be on my mind. Not that I particulary believe in any gods or spirits but I take it as a symbol of a feeling/situation/etc. The card says either I'm being healed or should start a healing process. I really really hope it doesn't mean I have to go to hospital.
All this makes me think of the card I got a while back that said I was gonna be very sensitive and shit. I guess if you overthink and analyze it it kinda came true. And I guess the Earth card was thrown in there cause of Japan.
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