Bitches, that's communism for ya!!!

Yeah...I've ranted about this before but whatever. I have to ask again, why do people hate communism so much!?
Nowadays people are preaching about gay rights and anti racism and anti bullying and shit. Bitches, that's communism for ya!!!
If not political, then social and racial and sexual communism. Damn, people are contradictory.

I nearly wept

Oh my god. I nearly wept right now. I went to the shop yesterday and today and they didn't have blue cheese. I had totally forgotten that I had bought an extra one last week. Just found it in the fridge. Made me so happy! This is the bestest thing I've done to myself in a LOOOOOOOOOOONG time.

don't feel as sick today

Oh my goddess, I felt so incredibly sick yesterday. And I think it was cause I didn't take my pills. I even rode to Tartu to take them. I also took 30 drops of Valium and it made me feel a little better.
When I got home in Tartu I took all of my crazy pills and started feeling really sleepy. Went to bed at 6 and woke up today at about 12. Luckily don't feel as sick today.

like a zombie

Oh my god! I feel like a zombie. Dunno if it's cause I haven't taken my crazy pills or cause I'm PMSing. I feel like curling up in a ball and dying.

such determination and drive

What the...? My body seems to think it's better than it really is. Like I know I couldn't even do an easy peasy janitor's job and for some time now I've been having dreams that I'm a boss of a shop. I keep having dreams about opening a second hand clothes shop. And in my dream I feel such determination and drive.
Oh and last night I dreamed I was Ellie Goulding and had a sister in the form of Isla Fisher. Yeah my sister wasn't too keen on me opening the shop, we had a fight. Weird ass shit.

Oh the interview on friday went well... as in I didn't get anxiety. But I'm pretty sure I won't get the job. My anxiety talk puts everyone off. :D
Yeah and I came to my mother's place, eventhough I didn't plan to....I came here in such a rush I left my pills behind. Hopefully I won't go crazy over the weekend.