no water in the well

Last snowless winter and dry summer have caught up with us. We have no water in the well.
Thank god I don't live at my mother's place.
Although, my mother said today that if I don't get a job there's no point of me living in town. I really don't wanna move up here cause in town I have a bit of a life, with men at least.

I'm smiling not laughing

Well, mum got back. I spent forever downstairs listening to her tales. Anyway, this what she brought back:


This weird thing is a mix of an apple and a pear I think. If any Chinese or in the know people happen to read my blog, let us know what this thing is. It's super yummy though.


Oh and she also brought this hair piece.


Yeah and today with Lembit and before with my mother, I have smiled and both of them have asked me what I'm laughing about. And I tell them I'm smiling not laughing. They think it's weird that I'm smiling for "no good reason". :D I'm just happy I guess.

so much pain

I'm in so much pain! :'( :'(

But mum will be coming home from China today. Yay! I hope she brought something interesting or yummy for me.

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really really small pieces

OMG, that goulash I just made is so yummy! And it's a little better than my mum's cause I cut the onion into really really small pieces.
And I've got the last load in the washing machine. So yay!

very very apathetic

Ugh, what a waste of a day. We were supposed to paint our little garden cottage with Lembit today so I got up early. He was gone.
He had set up the water tubes (we don't have plumbing here at mother's) for the washing machine. So I went to wash clothes. Yeah the instructions my mother left me didn't work. I couldn't turn on the machine. So no clothes washing.
Then I thought I'd rake the leaves. There was a storm outside during the night and there were a buttload of leaves all over the place. But I couldn't rake cause the wind was too high.
Yeah, then I rang Lembit (he's an electrician and was called out cause of the storm damage) and was hoping he'd come back soon. But I'm still waiting. I thought maybe he could get the washing machine working but it's too late now. It would have been a perfect day to dry clothes outside what with the wind and all.
Ugh I just feel so blahhh about everything.

Had a long talk about relationshipy stuff with Aksel last night. Think I've calmed down about our situation. Today I feel absolutely nothing. Talked to Roland today aswell. Yeah, he talks too little. We cannot get to know each other if he replies with one word to every question I ask. Anyway, I'm very very apathetic when it comes to men today. I just couldn't care less.

I'm hoping now to get dinner right. Will peel the potatoes soon and fry the beef. Or pork. Don't even know.

Oh and I rang mother at 3:30 am. She texted me saying she was in Beijing and everything is fine.