in a madhouse right now

Jesus, I feel like I’m in a madhouse right now. I live in a block of flats and two neighbouring apartments are playing music too loud I can hear them both. Mostly, I can hear the bass and beats all over one another. Doesn’t sound good. :s

impromptu date

Had a quick impromptu date with this guy tonight. We met up in town. He was a little too bountiful with compliments. I mean I didn't know what to say back or how to react. I said thanks a few times but...what else am I supposed to say!?
He brought em flowers and a little cake.

Going to work kit

4 yellow valerian pills (to calm myself), 1 white escitalopram (regular antidepressant), 2 purple ginger-oak bark-blueberry pills (for nausea), 1 white cerucal (for nausea) and 5-28 drops or Valium (to calm myself). Life is fun! At least today I don’t have to take a painkiller. Yet.

in pieces

I wanna cry at the moment so bad. I still feel like shit. I wanna cry cause it would make me feel better, physically. I always feel better when I've cried. I thought I feel shit cause of periods but now I don't even know. My stomach is in pieces.
I'll try to ring my supervisor early in the morning and ask her if she can find someone for tomorrow to cover my shift. Ugh I hate to do this but seriously, the work time was horrendous today.

I mean I know it's cause of periods but fuck!

Holy shit what a horrible day I had! Went to the shop to buy rolls cause the sandwhich I had was gross. Got anxiety in the shop. Like what!? Haven't had that happen in months!
Then it carried on til I got to work and had it pretty much all of the work time aswell.
Man I felt sick. I took so much medication. Luckily I managed to get all of my work done and by the end of the work day I started feeling a little better.
I mean I know it's cause of periods but fuck!