What if no one will ever measure up

Uhhh...

So today's the day.

Thought of the unthinkable.

Started the waterworks and had to come clean.

I feel so so so bad it's...bad.

Scared now.

Thinking what if I'll be thinking, "Now what?"

"What if no one will ever measure up?"

Never ever did I think I'd be the one saying something as horrible.

I am very ungrateful.

Yes, I am a bitch.

And I too hope I will have a nice life.

I am very, very, very sorry.
My loss 100%.

R :*