this weekend is pretty good

Wow. I know it's only Saturday night but I gotta say this weekend is pretty good. I mean, I get on so well with my mother and my brother is less of a smartass. Although he went scrumping for peas and didn't bring me any. :( Once I get to town I'm gonna try and buy peas. I love them peas!

That's why

I cannot begin to tell you how much this pisses me off. :/

101 Things You Don't Necessarily Need To Know About Me

I got bored being home alone so I found this and I'm gonna fill it now :D

1. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR BEDROOM? A rag... or a carpet type of thing. Don't know what it's called exactly. It's not mine, it's the woman's I live with. And a calendar.
2. DO YOU PLAY BOARD GAMES? WHICH ONES? No. Onyl cause I have no one to play with :( I'd love to though.
3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? A lot of pop music.
4. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? Think it was at two o'clock at night.
5. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? For my anxiety to be gone for once and for all.
6. WHO DO YOU MISS? Think my father's family. Maybe I'll go visit them in August.
7. ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH ANYONE ? Maybe... besides Kevin McHale like.
8. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED? That person besides Kevin McHale.
9. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME? How are those different than first names?
10. THE BEST TV SHOW EVER CREATED? That 70's Show and Home Improvement.
11. THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO? Called my mother's man to ask him where he keeps his tape measure.
12. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? Sometimes.
13. THE LAST THING TO MAKE YOU CRY? I tried to cry to relief my anxiety but didn't quite succeed at it :D Couldn't get the tears rolling.
14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME? I don't have one at the minute although finding my scent is my top priority when it comes to girly things.
15. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? Darker brown only.
16. WOULD YOU RATHER BE SMART OR FUNNY? Funny.
17. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS? Coffee
18. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? I like chicken, mushrooms and pineapple and lots of cheese!!!
19. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? This one potato dish my mum does.
20. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU MAD? Can't remember, it's been a while. But I yelled at a dog today cause it was attacking one of our's.
21. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE? I know a little bit of Russian. And English obviously.
22. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? I've never owned a car and probably never will.
23. WHAT IS YOUR FANTASY CAREER? A healer. You know, alternative medicine specialist.
24. ARE YOU A LEFTY OR A RIGHTY? Lefty.
25. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? River Island has some good stuff eventhough it's mad expensive. I used to love shopping at Stradivarius and Bershka aswell.
26. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR? Don't have one. I'm sooo not a car person :D
27. WHAT COLOR IS IT? If I were to have a car it'd be a green one.
28. DO YOU LIKE SPICEY FOOD? No.
29. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? I'm sort of in this position right now.
30. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?By your actions.
31. WRITE A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED? 53
32. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES? Brunettes only.
33. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN? Probably my mother.
34. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? Men. lol
35. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY? WHERE DID YOU GO? I lived in Ireland for a few years. I also went to France for holiday.
36. FAVORITE FOOD? Meat and potatoes and gravy.
37. FRIES/CHIPS, RICE, OR BEANS? I'm gonna be healthy and say beans.
38. FIRST JOB? Shelf stocker at a warehouse type of place.
39. WHAT KIND OF CAR(s) DO YOU HAVE NOW? Enough with the car questions already!
40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT? Refreshing a page that didn't renew. Fun!
41. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN A MOTORCYCLE? Yes. When I was a little kid my dad used to take me for rides. It was the kind of motorcycle where I sat infront of him.
42. WHAT TV SHOWS DO YOU WATCH CURRENTLY? Rewatching Home Improvement for the 100th time. :)
43. CAN YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT? I kinda used to know how to play the violin but I haven't played for a long time so I probably can't do it anymore.
44. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL? I'd be happy.
45. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT? My mother's place. Well, it's actually her man's. And I'm actually registered there :D
    
46. HOW MANY (MORE) KIDS DO YOU WANT? I'd like for for starters...
47. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?Don't think I was.
48. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? Sometimes
49. HOW TALL ARE YOU? About 168 cm
50. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Dried/Dehydrated fish.
51. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? God no!
52. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM? I can doggie paddle for a few meters.
53. DO YOU CHEW YOUR NAILS? I've started yes.
54. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF? I like all of them. If I didn't I'd have thrown them out long time ago.
55. DO YOU GET SEASICK? I think I would but I aviod boats. And cars. And buses. And trains. And walking by myself. I love my bike!
56. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT? Non political.
57. ARE YOU MARRIED? No and never will be.
58. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?In Viljandi, Estonia.
59. DO YOU WEAR A WATCH? No
60. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY? I think so... not a problem though.
61. WHAT WERE YOUR FAVORITE TOYS AS A CHILD? I liked old dishes and a green little plastic beaver.
62. HOW MANY AUTO-DIAL NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR MOBILE PHONE? I don't have that auto-dial business on my phone.
63. LAST ITEM YOU PURCHASED? Groceries.
64. DO YOU GO TO CHURCH? No. Never again.
65. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT? Yes and some dude whipped his long hair in my face.
66. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A PLACE TO LIVE? Rent.
67. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Don't have one.
68. HOW MANY HATS DO YOU OWN?  One or two.
69. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? No.
70. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE RIGHT NOW? It just rained so it's fresh and cool.
71. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Vanilla. Or caramel.
72. WHAT TIME DID YOU GO TO BED LAST NIGHT? Around half twelve.
73. WHAT SIZE BED DO YOU SLEEP IN? I dunno.
74. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS? Have two tattooes. A fairy on my chest and "Vivaldi" on my forearm.
75. HAVE YOU BEEN TO LAS VEGAS? Never but I'd love to.
76. DO YOU WANT TO GO ANYWHERE SPECIAL THIS YEAR? My father's place is special :)
77. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Birds chirping outside.
78. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Shutter Island.
79. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My mother's man Lembit.
80. WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID? A veterinarian or a horse keeper or a poetess.
81. IF YOU COULD BE WHATEVER YOU WANTED TO BE NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? A healer.
82. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? Green.
83. FAVORITE TWO THINGS TO HATE? Jenna Ushkowitz (I know I'm a jealous cunt but it's so good to bitch about her). That's pretty much all I hate.
84. FAVORITE DRINK? Bottled fizzy water.
85. WHAT'S YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? Scorpio!
86. SPORTS YOU LIKE TO WATCH? None... maybe football or Formula 1.
87. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Brownish.
88. EYE COLOR? Grey.
89. LAST PLACE YOU DROVE TO? Er... it's quite irrelevant when checking my last answers about cars.
90. SIBLINGS? 2 younger brothers, Lauri and Andrei.
91. FAVORITE MONTH(s)? May was quite nice. Maybe a little too hot.
92. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI? Never tried it before.
93. LAST THINGS YOU WATCHED? Shutter Island.
94. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? A new laptop!!! Or perfume.
    
95. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING RIGHT NOW? Les Miserables.
96. SUMMER OR WINTER?  Summer.
97. KISSES OR HUGS? Hugs. Love cuddling.
98. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES? Yes, about ghosts and shit.
99. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES? Coraline, Finding Nemo, Requiem For A Dream and many more
100. ANY PETS? Two dogs, the male one is Jossu and his mother is Nupi.
101. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? A blue checkered dress and my mother light blue cardigan.
     

but still, a barbecue would have been nice

Well I just learned that I won't be getting any St John's Day (jaanipäev) BBQ. :(
Not that I've ever really celebrated the holiday but still, a barbecue would have been nice.


TS21062013

Raw food diet

One of my coworkers (the same woman who gave me a bollocking for going on breaks at random times) gave me an idea to start a raw food diet.
Now, I cannot do it like it's supposed to be done but I'll try to eat healthier. No more crisps or monosodium glutamate from now on (eventhough I'm eating BBQ flavoured nuts at the minute)
*eats last nut*
Okay, I'm done! Let's see how long I can keep it up.

spoken for

Well well...looks like I might be spoken for. :D

All is forgiven

Gah! This gonna be a rant post!
So I was at the shop. Almost at the till. I put my cherries out on the counter for the cashier. Then turned around to attent my bag, to take out my wallet. And the stupid cashier skipped me and turned to the "lady" behind me. I was like, "I was first". And the woman behind me was all like "Oh I thought you were just going through your bag. Make up your mind - do you wanna shop or go through your bag!" Like how the fuck am I supposed to get my wallet if I don't open my bag!?
All in all, I don't actually give a fuck cause I was served first anyway.
And I'm already eating my cherries... so yummy... all is forgiven :D

sex is pissing me off

Okay, I think I'm ready for a relationship cause I'm getting really irate at the sexual innuendos the men are making. Grrrr! No, I'm not interested in one night stands. No, I'm not interested in sex only relationship. I'd rather be in a relationship with no sex at all. Seriously, sex is pissing me off. Ughhhhhh!

Plus this weekend has been so tiring. Have been mowing the lawn like crazy and one of our apple trees broke in half, had to clean that up.

Hopefully I can enjoy this evening that's left.

Mulch

I got a bollocking today at work. It was cause I go on breaks at random times. It wasn't even the big boss complaining, it was a woman on a lower position. She said the big boss doesn't like it that I go on breaks when I feel like it. Which is kinda weird cause I talked to the big boss and he said it was okay. I told him I can't eat when there are other people in the room. So he said it was okay if I go on a break when others are finished eating. Plus the woman herself told me about a week ago it was okay that I took breaks at random times and now she was giving out to me... what the !?
Okay, it's all very confsuing but at least I get to go on breaks when I want to or have the need to.
Here are more pics from my work:

This is what I've been doing for almost two weeks now: get the green gunk out of the pot then put mulch in it. It's a nice quiet job but it does get a bit boring at times.

Pics

feeling all poo poo

Aw, I'm feeling all poo poo. Don't know what it is. My apetite is gone and all.
Today wasn't even that hot so it can't be because of the sun or the heat.
:(
Anyways, if anyone's reading my blog, ask me questions - http://ask.fm/doowally
When I'm bored I'll answer them.

rough week, weather and sunburn wise

Gah, this sunburn is killing me. It's been a rough week, weather (too much sun) and sunburn wise. Luckily, tomorrow seems a little better. I hope it won't rain but I wouldn't mind cloudiness. No sun though!
And I have this weird anxiety thing going on now. I get anxious every time I go to my mother's place. The road makes me nervous for some reason. It's better when I come back to town but yeah...

out of respect for other people

Okay, so much for being a natural woman. I found out today that I can wear a bikini at work. All of my bikinis are at my mother's place so I called my mother at work and asked her to buy me a bikini (there's a secondhand shop near her workplace). So she got me one. When I went to collect it, the mother started preaching how I need to trim my pubic hair out of respect for other people.
Erm...okay I will do it but not because of other people but because it's summer and it seems more hygienic.
I don't tell her how to have her pubic hair! Weird.

the first day of summer and I'm already sick of these hot days

Oh dear lordess... it's the first day of summer and I'm already sick of these hot days.
Today has been a lawn mowing day. Non-stop.
And that's pretty much all I have to say. I've noticed I'm not blogging that much. It's not that I can't be bothered or don't want to. I simply have nothing to say. I guess that's what happens when your life is sort of back on track. I mean I do get anxiety and shit but not all the time. Life's getting better.

Oh and I've betrayed myself and have listened to this:

It's crazy good!