He said he needs to respect me more as a friend

So yesterday was a mess.

Was supposed to meet the woman in the evening but as I said the "bf" came over.

And everything turned to shit.

The badminton wasn't too bad.

But afterwards it was so so so crappy.

I absolutely cannot stand it when I've made plans and there's someone who's messing everything up.

It grinds my gears so much!!!

So much!!!

At least he said he needs to respect me more as a friend.

Luckily I got to talk to G today and we're sorted.

I should be meeting another girl today.

The one who got kicked out of the house by her mother.

Yeah, that's about it.

I don't like people who are all business,

Well, had to get up early today.
About half ten.
Went to visit a woman I used to work with.
She's Lithuanian. Very nice.
Had a little chit chat.
Oh my, she has a kitten!
I've wanted a cat for so long and now I got to see one cute little one.
The woman got the kitten for her 4 year old daughter's birthday.

She said she's been looking for about two months for someone to go swimming with.
I agreed straight away.
I'll be going back to her place later on today.
She's doing some business and there'll be a another woman there aswell doing the business.
Plus she works at the hotel where we want to go swimming so we can ask her stuff.

I'm not sure if I've given out about that before, in my blog like, but I don't like people who are all business.
I like humanity in people.
Like the woman I saw today, I'll call her G from now on, she said the managers at the workplace were so pissed off with the women who are pregnant. Like, whatever.
I've talked about pregnancy quite a bit with the girls from my house and loads of women have had miscarriages recently, well the women who know people who know people I know and so on.
And to think some absolutely extraneous people come and get pissed off and give out to you about something that just isn't their problem.
I know the women have to go on maternity leave and the business will need someone to cover them but it's so not a matter of giving out to people.
Tools.

Anyways, "bf" just texted, wants to come over to play badminton.
Right, I'm off so.

Taxi driver's partner

Just after eating.

Sleepy.

Had a terrible session at the psychologist's today.

Too much exposure.

And there's more to come.

Well, if I want to get better.

Was taken to the psychologist by this taxi driver whose partner is of the same nationality as me.

She said she'll be going home soon and since I'm scared to fly on my own I might go with her.

She's a nail technician or somethig.

Today was super nice out my body's a bit sore from all the skipping.

Think I'll go for a walk now.

Will see if K wants to go with me.

Yeah, that's about it. Off now.

I too wanna be Kevin's "best friend"

Okay, hula hoop is out.
It just pisses me off so much that it doesn't stay up.
Grrrrr!!
I swear I'll kill my back picking it off the floor before it does any good to my midriff.

Oh and I've had four packets of crisps today.
Oh no! I hope I won't feel sick.

Just cooked nice chicken stir fry. Yum.
Yeah, off to skip again.
Maybe I'll go for a jog again later on.

Oh I cannot remember if I've addressed it before but I lost a follower.
Whoever it is, sorry I'm lost.

And yeah, I know it's Kevin's birthday today.
But... since I got a pretty good confirmation he's riding the black haired girl, I'm going off him.
Or if they're just "best friends" then I too wanna be Kevin's best friend.

Skipping

I bought a skipping rope.

I gotta start moving myself before it's too late and I'm a 40 year old single fat arse.

I'm taking up hula hooping again.

Well, it's just that my "bf" told me if I want to put on weight all over my body, not just my belly and bum, then I have to exercise.

And since jogging was a bit too much for me, I'll be using the rope and the hoop.

If I'm gonna lose weight then I'll start drinking protein drinks, cause I like the way all my clothes are getting a bit tight for me. I'm always walking around with the button on my trousers undone.

And was talking to K last night.

She said she's thinking of buying skipping rope cause some girl back home lost loads of weight using one.

Well, since I got money today, I went to Spar and bought myself and K skipping ropes:

The purple one is mine.

Hm, I think it's a bit too small for me cause when it goes over my head it slides across my hair. :D

Not everytime, but it does.

Yeah and I think I got my volunteering thing sorted.

I'm waiting to hear from a woman who works in a garden.

I'd have to weed and stuff.

Sounds fun.

Have to ring the health board and get my money sorted.

And the course thing aswell.

Okay, I'm off to skip again, had to stop there cause my ankle started hurting.

I could only do about 50 skips. How unfit?!