Vintage white

So, I had my second violin lesson in Estonia today.
I think the teacher spends too much time playing the violin. :D
I mean I'm the one who's learning there so I should be playing most of the time.
So a while ago my stepmum bought this little thingy for me that was suppose to mellow or quieten the violin.
It mellowed it a bit yeah, but it's still loud as ever.

So, I decided to buy an electric violin.
Just cause you need an amp to play it loud and when you don't have an amp, it doesn't really make that much sound at all.
I'm gonna buy the thing in an Estonian shop I think.

I just need to figure out where I'm gonna get the money for it.
My mother already gave me quite a bit of money for my laptop.
I had about 7 thousand with my mum's and my own money.
Then my dad and stepmum threw in 4 thousand.
And they all pretty much said it's for my birthday.

I mean, if anyone's feeling randomly generous, send in your cheques. :D

Well, Da and stepmum said it's like a half sort of thing.
So what's another three thousand then? :D

Yeah, I only want a cheap little thing cause I'm not good enough for a good violin.
Although the teacher said my violin sounds better than his.

Anyway, me and the teacher were looking at some electric violins so and I kinda like this one:

Vintage white

It's all white and cute.

Another one I liked was this one:

Yellow

It looks a bit fancy pants with one of the top bits gone and all. I'm thinking maybe it's a bit too edgy looking for me.

I've never bought an electric violin before or any electric instrument so I don't know what to look out for.
The white one's got active pick-up system. I'm not sure what the difference is between an active system and a passive one. And it says it has "aux in way", whatever that means.

The yellow one's got "bass, treble, volume". Dunno how they come out when playing but I'll take them please if they're included in the price.

Yeah, found a few more interesting violins:

Loe the green! Hate the spots. I wouldn't buy an instrument that was coloured that though.

Lovely pattern.

This one is a lefthanded violin. How weird. I'm left handed and all but I can't imagine playing the violin the other way round.
There's a whole bunch of amazing looking and by the information given amazing sounding violins but they're way too pricey. Maybe one day when I'm like..when I have reached the level of good violinist.
Here's another electric violin, a dear one:

This one is an absolutely gorgeous looking violin:

*sigh*

How I wish I could own one of those fancy violins and how I wish I could play really really well.

The teacher said I need to practice bowing. I move my shoulder too much which makes the bow slip.
Blah.
Plus, this I feel myself, I have trouble understanding and playing a tune by the same rhythm all the way from the beginning to the end.

Oh and I meant to post about it a few days ago but forgot. Iäve been watching all those "Who's the next top model" shows. And god, some people are evil. Those bitches should be eliminated straight away.

And the other day, was a massive baking day. Me and stepmum baked rye bread.
It's all healthy and stuff.
And I made my cookies again.
Yum.
Oh and I'm getting the hang of chemistry.

Just busy writing stuff.
Picking out the important bits, out of books like and writing them down.
I can't like write the stuff, I have to type it all cause my hand gets so sore when writing.
I haven't had the need to write so much in years so I write enough in classes.
At home, I type.

If you wanna fuck about, do it on your own time, you fuckface!

Gahhh, I hate slow internet connection.

Seriously!

Why the fuck do I have to wait for ten minutes or more for a page to load?!

If you wanna fuck about, do it on your own time, you fuckface!

When I'm on internet I don't wanna hear about any damn problems of yours.

When I need to get something done I need to get something done.

Internet connection is such a shitty cunt!

For real, like!

be all pubertious with your family

Today was another lame day.

When it comes to my dad, that is.

He just has to make everything a problem.

It's unreal, like.

I will never be the kind of daughter he wants me to be.

He just needs to accept it.

Other than that I finally got the new look for my forum done.

Wow, what long few weeks I had creating it.

Plus, some girls decided to go all puberty-mad on me.

Seriously, I don't care your hormones are messed up.

If you're posting crap on my forum you're banned, you can be all pubertious with your family, I don't need that shit (and neither do the stable members of the forum). I'm not your damn mother so behave!

I'll deal with it once I have my own kids.

But all the hormone filled nervous breakdowns (on the teenage girls' part on my forum) aside I like my forum.

I was just doing a proper clean out in my mailbox:

I had fifty fucking-seven-pages of messages.

I got most of them deleted. This was left:

 Phew!

The other day there was a Disney film on or some film of the sort.

Was with the Jonas Brothers and Demi Lovato.

I was so sure Miley Cyrus was gonna be in the film aswell. :D

Well, Demi Lovato is such a great singer.

I like her a lot.

As for the Jonas Brothers - hmm.

I really don't know if you can call it singing.

I don't hate the Jonas Brothers but they kinda just grunt and puff and wail.

It kind of reminds me of oinking.

And the main guy - I cannot remember his name at this point - I'm thinking of Tom but I know it's not it - he looks weird performing.

Like, he looks okay I guess and you wouldn't think a guy who looks like that sounds and moves like he does.

I'm rooting for the young curly haired one.

He's decent.

And judging by pictures of tehm I though the Kevin guy would be decent, but he was the weirdest in the film.

Anyway, Demi Lovato's voice was great, everything else was crap.

I mean can't they really think of any better plot for the film other than "I lost the competition, but won in life".

As Michael Kelso said, "Who wants to watch a film with a message like that?"

The other week there was a film with Hilary Duff in it and it was exactly the same.

The difference was that she can't sing like Demi.

Yeah so I started blabbing about Disney stuff and forgot why I started writing my blog in the first place.

Oh well.

Oh oh I just remembered.

It was about my forum.

So I deleted a bunch of emails and I got to read some of the emails that were sent to me when I opened the forum.

That was like almost a year ago.

And we were promoting the forum on this other forum and the moderators there deleted all posts that had tmy forum's address in it so people started emailing me asking for my forum's address.

Ahh, good old times. There was no hassle or anything.

I totally wanna woman up.

I think I might develope OCD of some sort soon.

I m washing my hands a hundred times a day.

And I m doing it cause it s so damn cold - need to keep my hands warm.

When do they think it s time to get the heating working? In spring?

Blah.

There was a fair in town yesterday.

Me and stepmum bought some plants - flowers and two bushes.

I had to dig two holes in the ground.

Was so out of breath and tired.

I m so unfit.

But really - what s working out all about anyway?

When I work out, I only move myself til the point where I start sweating (I hardly ever reach that point).

Like, what s so beneficial about sweating while running at the same spot?

Plus, my body needs fat.

I mean I gotta look appetizing as a mate. :D

Oh and the other day, when I was unpacking a suitcase full of clothes, I was like, ""Damn, I have so many clothes, how come I never have anything to wear".

And I was talking about clothes to my stepmum and she said there is a saying about men and women and it goes like this: When a woman has nothing to wear it means she has no new clothes. When a man has nothing to wear it means he has no clean clothes.

And I can totally relate to the saying about women. I was just thinking that. I have enough clothes to wear a different outfit every day for about two weeks. Yet I feel like I have nothing to wear. I just need to refreshen my wardrobe once in a while.

And while I m not one for style and clothes I really really do feel like buying a little something. And right now I m thinking of buying shoes and skirts.

I totally wanna woman up.

Another thing.

I have to make a schedule of studying stuff.

Like, biology on mondays and tuesdays and geography on wednesdays and thursdays or so.

Gah, I don t know how I ll do it yet.

Sordine

I had a really bad pain in my right side ovary last night.

Had to take a painkiller.

Weird.

Also got the pain this morning and throughout the night.

That's why I didn't go to chemistry class this morning.

Had my first violin lesson aswell.

In Estonia like.

I'm not sure what to make of the teacher though.

He is kind of... weird.

Hopefully will get along well.

My stepmum went to... a bigger town just now.

Hopefully she'll buy a sordine for my violin then I can start practicing.

How come I didn't know about this little piece before?!

Playing Away In A Manger.