some bastard person has stolen some of my clothes

Okay, some bastard person has stolen some of my clothes.
I know for a fact I didn't leave the things in Ireland.
Seriously, whoever stole my stuff - go die!

Right, off for a walk now.
It's getting colder and colder.
At least it's sunny today.

Will take a camera with me, maybe take some pics :)

Get the fuck over yourself. RIGHT NOW!

Seriously, how do people live with their fathers?!
I totally feel like I wanna hang myself.
I never thought a man could be this dramatic.
Like, seriously, get the fuck over the window business!!!
I need to sleep with the window open - cause otherwise I get a headache and start feeling sick.
I need fresh air all the time.
And then my father developed this idiotic habit of marching into my room at three o'clock at night to close my window.
WHAT THE FUCK!?
Stay in your damn room and fucking sleep!

Like, last night he came into my room again and I was like, "Don t close it, there's no point, cause I'll open it again. I can't sleep with the window closed".
And then he s like, "Whine, whine whine, it s cold and raining outside. If it was summer then it would be okay".
The FUCK it would be!
When I shared the room with him in summer, I kept the balcony door open and he kept complaining about flies and knats flying in and biting him.

Jaysas fucking christ!

I'm so close to losing my mind!

The fucking universe does NOT revolve around you, for shit's sake.
Get the fuck over yourself. RIGHT NOW!

I'm seriously doubting taking my final exams again.
I have to get a job and find my own place for living cause I swear I'll kill myself living with these kinds of people.
Plus, last night I had to sleep in kitchen cause the father wouldn't stop being dramatic over the window.

Fucking shit!

This and that and a little Glee - Auditions review

Hm. Think it was yesterday when I went to the garden with my father.
I normally wouldn't spend time with him, but I wanted to play the violin.
So, he brought me there in his car.
We have this little cottage thingy in the garden so I was playing in there.
I just don't wanna be all loud and wrong in the apartment.

So, then I've been busy with my forum.
Trying to get a few gadgets on it and it's so damn hard cause it just doesn't work or look like how I want it.
Gahh. So much time and effort for nothing.

Oh and then I saw the first season two episode of Glee.
Yeah, let the cheesefest begin.
Finn is just so terribly cheesy, it's sickening.
They should totally change the character or get a new actor for him cause the current actor/character is doomed.
There were about 3 bits I liked in the episode.
One was the little catfight between Quinn and Santana.
Well, the Quinn character is annyoing aswell so I would have liked it if Santana had kicked her butt.
Santana's the bitch!
Then I liked the bit were Sue came into the bathroom where Rachel and the Asian girl were singing and she was like, "Shut up!"
I mean, I think the writers and people are kind of starting to get the idea of what people think of the show.


Oh and in the beginning they were kind of giving out about people dissing Glee in their blogs and then the Merzedes girl was, like "Blah blah, were a family and nothing can break us". Yeah, you're as tight family as different pieces of cheese on a cheese platter.
I'd have no problem telling those people they're show is crap.
Well, I wouldn't tell Kevin that. To him I'd just say, "Let's ride"

And the third nice bit in the episode was the new Asian girl.
I hope she will be in the show in the next episodes aswell.
I liked how she was smiling all the time.
Well, I kind of thought of it as smirking.
At the whole show like. :D

Yeah, that is about it. My head is all over the place at the minute.

Vintage white

So, I had my second violin lesson in Estonia today.
I think the teacher spends too much time playing the violin. :D
I mean I'm the one who's learning there so I should be playing most of the time.
So a while ago my stepmum bought this little thingy for me that was suppose to mellow or quieten the violin.
It mellowed it a bit yeah, but it's still loud as ever.

So, I decided to buy an electric violin.
Just cause you need an amp to play it loud and when you don't have an amp, it doesn't really make that much sound at all.
I'm gonna buy the thing in an Estonian shop I think.

I just need to figure out where I'm gonna get the money for it.
My mother already gave me quite a bit of money for my laptop.
I had about 7 thousand with my mum's and my own money.
Then my dad and stepmum threw in 4 thousand.
And they all pretty much said it's for my birthday.

I mean, if anyone's feeling randomly generous, send in your cheques. :D

Well, Da and stepmum said it's like a half sort of thing.
So what's another three thousand then? :D

Yeah, I only want a cheap little thing cause I'm not good enough for a good violin.
Although the teacher said my violin sounds better than his.

Anyway, me and the teacher were looking at some electric violins so and I kinda like this one:

Vintage white

It's all white and cute.

Another one I liked was this one:

Yellow

It looks a bit fancy pants with one of the top bits gone and all. I'm thinking maybe it's a bit too edgy looking for me.

I've never bought an electric violin before or any electric instrument so I don't know what to look out for.
The white one's got active pick-up system. I'm not sure what the difference is between an active system and a passive one. And it says it has "aux in way", whatever that means.

The yellow one's got "bass, treble, volume". Dunno how they come out when playing but I'll take them please if they're included in the price.

Yeah, found a few more interesting violins:

Loe the green! Hate the spots. I wouldn't buy an instrument that was coloured that though.

Lovely pattern.

This one is a lefthanded violin. How weird. I'm left handed and all but I can't imagine playing the violin the other way round.
There's a whole bunch of amazing looking and by the information given amazing sounding violins but they're way too pricey. Maybe one day when I'm like..when I have reached the level of good violinist.
Here's another electric violin, a dear one:

This one is an absolutely gorgeous looking violin:

*sigh*

How I wish I could own one of those fancy violins and how I wish I could play really really well.

The teacher said I need to practice bowing. I move my shoulder too much which makes the bow slip.
Blah.
Plus, this I feel myself, I have trouble understanding and playing a tune by the same rhythm all the way from the beginning to the end.

Oh and I meant to post about it a few days ago but forgot. Iäve been watching all those "Who's the next top model" shows. And god, some people are evil. Those bitches should be eliminated straight away.

And the other day, was a massive baking day. Me and stepmum baked rye bread.
It's all healthy and stuff.
And I made my cookies again.
Yum.
Oh and I'm getting the hang of chemistry.

Just busy writing stuff.
Picking out the important bits, out of books like and writing them down.
I can't like write the stuff, I have to type it all cause my hand gets so sore when writing.
I haven't had the need to write so much in years so I write enough in classes.
At home, I type.

If you wanna fuck about, do it on your own time, you fuckface!

Gahhh, I hate slow internet connection.

Seriously!

Why the fuck do I have to wait for ten minutes or more for a page to load?!

If you wanna fuck about, do it on your own time, you fuckface!

When I'm on internet I don't wanna hear about any damn problems of yours.

When I need to get something done I need to get something done.

Internet connection is such a shitty cunt!

For real, like!