generally I don't feel like it, so negative, it's just written on the spur of the emotion

Okay,  the following is a bit embarrassing but meh.
I tried to find songs to listen to but couldn't find anything.
I looked up new songs by Kelly Clarkson but there was nothing to be found.
Then I listened to some Celine Dion but I have heard my fave songs by her about a million times and I just wanted to hear something new.
Then I thought I'd listen to The Saturdays but I came across this video of Frankie sining in the studio and got the creeps. Seriously her "singing" would give me nightmares. And so I was put off of The Saturdays.
Then I searched for random non professional singers doing covers of pop songs but didn't find anyone overly good or exciting.
Oh and I even listened to one of Lady Gaga songs - yeah her own fault her videos are so goddamn long - I couldn't be arsed to wait til the song starts so I moved on. (On a side note - who seriously would take it seriously if a person in 3-year-old's Halloween costume made a statement about people being "monsters"?! Oh and just imagine Mark Knopfler for example appearing at some event wearing an outfit made of meat - you'd think he was coocoo so when Lady Gaga does it how come it's such a "Wow, what an artist!" moment?)
Yeah anyway I was so out of ideas what to listen to so I randomly thought I'd listen to Glee songs.
Yeah...the shame. Well, the songs are actually good, but the rest.... ugh.
And I know I said it before but you can never have too much of admiration, especially when most of the times I'm super negative about the show.
Anyway, Naya Rivera is t h e bitch!
She is so good.
I mean, not letting her sing more totally shows the crappiness of the show.
And like what the hell are Quinn, the Finn character, the goth thing still doing on the show?
They're useless characters and therefore just a waste of money as actors.
And whatever happened to the black guy that was in Glee club? He said like two words in the first season and totally disappeared in season 2. I bet he was the best singer out of them all.
Anyway, my point is that Naya should sing more cause she is super good.
Yeah, Lea Michele was good but kinda boring now. Mark Salling's a great singer but the character is a waste aswell. The only characters I like in the show are the new sports teacher, the main teacher and... that's it.
Oh and the actress who plays Will's wife - Jesalyn or something - saw an interview with her - she was super lovely but her character's irritating.
Yeah and since Kevin is all smeared with and dipped into all that Jenna-girl business is making me feel icky so he should just sit there and look as pretty as he can without that girl hanging off of him for once.
Okay, this turned out to be quite a negative post but whatever, I like Naya Rivera.
Go, bitch!
Yeah and generally I don't feel like it, so negative, it's just written on the spur of the emotion.

And so is his girlfriend

Ugh, I feel like a total failure today again.
Just talked to my super clever friend.
He's studying like a mad person and is naturally so intelligent and bright.
And so is his girlfriend.
She's from South Africa (I think) and she went to study in China.
She did physics first but changed courses and now she's doing biochemistry.
I really want to talk to her about studying and the subjects I'm doing now and just...everything.
I so fucking hate the fact that I'm so damn lazy.
I want to be clever and successful and all but I cannot be bothered to work for it.
It's unreal.
I just have to get into the studying zone and when I'm in the flow it'll be easier to go with it.
Damn! Damn!
I totally wanna go and study in some foreign country now.

Yeah, I don't like the neighbours who live above us.

Yeah, I don't like the neighbours who live above us.
I was just having my dinner and some bastard was vomiting upstairs.
Ugh.
And I'd be sympathetic if they just had the flu, but there was loud music and lots of noise earlier which leads me to think they are having a party.
And I just loathe smoking.
Those bastards upstairs are smoking their lungs black and the sickening stench is all over our appartment!
Hm, come to think of it no wonder that person got sick cause the smell is so disgusting.
Eughhh, I just hate drinking and smoking.
Seriously, everyone who does either one of those things deserves cancer.

If I was naturally beautiful I'd be a stripper

Oh and this one portal offered a job as a stripper.
The salary was 24000 - 140000.
How amazing!?
You just dance around half naked and get paid so much money.
I thought I would dance for a couple of months then get a boob job with the earned money and then dance some more. And then get a few more operations and so on.
Although I'm thinking it would be too much money and too many operations.
If I was naturally beautiful I would totally go for it.

I want to live and die in an English speaking environment.

Mother came to visit me today.
Was okay.
And I will totally go live in America after my studies business is sorted.
Anywhere but in Estonia is the best place.
I like Estonia and all but the economy totally favours the filthy rich and I will never be one so I will get the fuck out of here.
I bet the country will be thriving with its' 100 millionaires and the rich Estonian culture that those few people create after the rest of Estonians have died of hunger or moved to some normal country. Good luck with it. Or good "Ha ha - you screwed yourself over so hard!" to you, Estonia.

And I picked America cause I saw a couple of job offers there today.
I won't be doing anything that was offered today but I will do something there.
I want to live and die in an English speaking environment.

Oh and the other day it was announced that Glee will be touring UK and Ireland next year.
Damn, isn't this perfect timing?!
I mean instead of that Jenna-girl feeling up Kevin on the beach and some nightclub they could've been performing while I lived there. *loadsa rude words about the Jenna-girl* I mean it totally is her fault!

Yeah, off to dry my hair and ride my bike.